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 People is like the most complicated thing on earth. I want to live like a dog. All I want is food. Snuggle onto my bed and sleep. Bark at people to scare them. Sometimes, some vocabulary just popped into my head when I wanted to write a sentence. Sometimes worrying I used the wrong words, I have to double check the meaning. I saw the changes. Cheating. Well, I think this world is strange. If everything gotta go through legal way, then, what will happen. Sometimes, you need to get the job done, I think buying a laptop so that everything could get through faster was what I can do. The more you do, the more mistake you have. If I don’t write a word on my essay, I did nothing wrong but I did nothing. Where got job need to do nothing one leh. If have, I want. I only want those that can sleep at night or outside of working hours one. That is not big deal. I needed more guidance also. How can I make my work better. What did I do wrong? or even how can I code even faster. I will just complete the part that I think can complete. The rest, that is, initially said don’t need then needed again and then don’t need and need again, so I dunno how many times but in the end, need. That part who say can do within 2 months, let them do liao. Some more, need to do other things inclusive of that. Not like just leave a word or two or press a few button things can solve one. Dunno is a recognised word in word suggestion. Recognized is not. I got red highlight for it. Racist. 🎉

Saw my nephew’s feed. He is 14 years old now. I think he got neglected quite often. I couldn’t understand most of his Whatsapp feed. He is interested in programming though. If only he is here or if only I go back, maybe I can teach him a bit then let him off to try them out. I am too faraway and he never remember which gu’s I am since young. He got 4 and I used to looked after him when he was quite young then I left sg. That’s like 2011. He was only 3 years old. Every year we went back once or twice. Now he is 14. Cannot believe how times fly. His sister is 21 this year! Graduating soon. She is also working part-time while having to study full-time. She earned more than I did when I first graduated and her graduation is not even here yet. September. How I wanted to be there but air tickets too expensive. I think she would want to see her parents more too. Hm.. The 18 years old and the 20 year old nephews were heading the same way. Hope they are all good and well. 


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