While I was on the way to work last week, suddenly this song turned up on my mind. I only remember the first sentence and the melody. I couldn't really remember who sang it. Then after 乘风破浪3，Cyndi Wang does sound familiar and googled, yup. Once again, Google has saved the day. Grateful for my first online programming instructor that I signed up on coursera. It was he who taught me about Google. I realised, if I have known about it probably I would have started programming earlier on.
Then the day before, while scrolling around linkedin, there is a probability book for baby. I forgot the title but it seems pretty serious and real. I watched the video twice and I don't understand a thing. Hope the baby understand but I prefer baby who just preferred to eat the book. Because first, you must be a human before doing anything else. Well, in this inhuman world and it is getting more and more like that, all the more the baby should start eating the books. It is easier to absorb that way than by looking at it.
Long long time ago, I used to memorise lyrics and wrote them down while in class. That's where I can write the most when the lecturer started reading from the slides and sometimes, might not even understand what was read. haha. Actually, maths or Engineering is difficult to read unless you can solve the problem upfront. How do you explain 100 slides that is full of formula? It was meant to work with and never listen. I can grew tired if I am reading code, but I don't when I started writing. It's entertaining when it is tutorial time but too bad the tutorial was so much lesser than lectures. Like 1 hrs tutorials per week but lecturers can be 3-6 hrs. I always think that should be the opposite.
努力盛开却等不到他
雨忽然一直下,打乱这花嫁
骗自己他就要到啦
可以哭,却还拼命的挣扎
说什么,只会让人当笑话
爱是花儿的芬芳,是蝴蝶的翅膀
是伤心的蒲公英迷失它的方向
爱在孤独中绝望,在绝望中坚强
坚强后继续不停想着他
她丢了爱的他,心像被针扎
身体无助到想要死掉
雨一直不停下,眼里进了沙
骗自己已没了牵挂
Another song which I tried to memorise during a class. I always think like 信 so most of what he wrote, I would soon be fond of it.
走在风中 今天阳光 突然好温柔
天的温柔 地的温柔 像你抱着我
然后发现 你的改变 孤单的今后
如果冷 该怎么度过
天边风光 身边的我 都不在你眼中
你的眼中 藏着什么 我从来都不懂
没有关系 你的世界 就让你拥有
不打扰 是我的温柔
不知道 不明了 不想要 为什么 我的心
明明是想靠近 却孤单的黎明
不知道 不明了 不想要 为什么 我的心
那爱情的绮丽 总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你
不知不觉 不情不愿 又到巷子口
我没有哭 也没有笑 因为这是梦
没有预兆 没有理由 你真的有说过
如果有 就让你自由
如果你对我说 你想要一朵花 那么 我就会给你一朵花
如果你对我说 你想要一颗星星 那么 我就会给你一颗星星
如果你对我说 你想要一场雪 那么 我就会给你一场雪
如果你对我说 你想要离开我 那么 我会说 我会对你说
我给你自由 我给你自由 我给你自由 我给你自由
我给你全部全部全部全部自由 oh.........
这是我的温柔 还你你的自由 这是我的温柔 还给你的自由 oh...
不知道 不明了 不想要 为什么 我的心
明明是想靠近 却孤单的黎明
不知道 不明了 不想要 为什么 我的心
那爱情的绮丽 总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你
不知不觉 不情不愿 又到巷子口
我没有哭 也没有笑 因为这是梦
没有预兆 没有理由 你真的 有说过
如果有 就让你.....
如果有 就让你自由
自由....这是我的温柔 (这是我的温柔.这是我的温柔.这是我的～
温柔....)
就让你自由...oh.......
If ever I am going to get married, I mean if and if there is another parallel world, it would be him or Ed Sheeran. hehehe. Anyway, just people like them. Like the images they showed to the world was what I was looking for but who they truly are, were a myth to me. I may never know but it maybe the opposite of what I truly look for. Especially social media manipulation and portryal of artists is to make them like God. Well, what people are looking for, does it reflects. Not really. I may probably hate their social media image and liked their actual self more. Facades may not be everything. Seeing through to what's inside, is so much more important than looking grand on the outside. Rotten on the inside. I am looking for a job more than a husband which I know I will never look for that's why, a job is more important. Especially now, knowing that we may inherit some kidney related disease or already but not showing yet. A job is even more important. More like a stable job and yet not health risking. Well, where is it and what is it, God, guide me. Best is to have a better laptop or even better without. Another is 9-5. No politics were greatly preferred. I witnessed much too many. Or many too much. I hope in the end I won't end up being me, myself and I although it is highly likely. Like I have to apply leave and approve it myself. hahaha
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