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The connection there is better. Maybe climbing the tree is where the main point lies. That’s where all the fun is. How boring if it’s just plucking it from the ground. I am not a developer maybe. I ate McD today. Although it is like everyday but not so anymore. I quit my job. For real. A bit bad of me because I wasn’t suppose to continue like May. I couldn’t stand until Nov liao… end Nov will actually be my 2 years here. Time is limited for me. Life being a woman, who knows what will happen to me next. I hope I was born a man. Being a woman is troublesome. If God wants to exterminate the whole world and recreate and if people get reborn, can he make me a man? Superman. I can laser eye and cut you into half. Hmm… like two holes. It is straight. If I move my head, it will be two lines. Hm. Do it like a wink. I think the beam merged from both eyes. I forgot. I am just a loner. a loner. Maybe I go busking but need to practice guitar. I am super sad. Why are we doing this? Why do human has to live? I am tired. I think once in a lifetime, I should work at McD. I want to learn busking. I can’t think of anymore in the list. My work and travel plan never happened when I was still less than 30. Overager. It’s 11:30pm now.. I felt sleepy whenever I blog. I guess my blog is my friend. My best friend. I just used it for all my complains. sigh. If only I complain in real. A real complain. A big company can go down. A small company can go up. Why? 

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