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Computer Addiction

 I think I have Computer addiction. The funny thing was, after I have a shower, I realised I forgot about something that I needed to upload to drive since I couldn’t when I was at work with my hotspot. It failed. File size was too large. I quickly turn on my laptop and after completing, I walked around and realised my headache was gone. I didn’t even have my extra shots of caffeine. Could it be that I never even look at my laptop since yesterday til now. After shower I was thinking if I should sleep instead of doing a little bit of work or studying. I worried I will get worst tomorrow. I don’t really want it to escalate to migraine which is the most terrible feeling in the www - whole wide world. Although, it’s a pain to work but migraine is much worst than that. I am fine now… It could be the laptop screen. The daily dose of blue light maybe. Now I have to drag myself to work. I have to check-in my work and also, I think I needed two versions. After all, I have begun to hate this environment. It will be like allergies. I have to prevent it. One thing about carton box allergy. I don’t think I have with the ones from Ikea. Strange. Shopee I have. Redmart I have also. My previous work also have. hmmm..  My boss will only accept my resignation if I got Google offer and double the wages here. Which I think is maybe not possible because I am still a junior dev taking a junior dev salary. How can that be double with less than 2 years of experience. I know I might if I startup a company if it goes well. Since I am my own master and my own slave. Everything do my own . If no money comes in, I eat less food buy less things. If more money, I can invest on doing more advance stuff. However, if I worked for a company, a pay is guaranteed but it will not be more or less. But you can get fired thereby the guarantee is not there. I won’t have too much administrative stuff because if I do work, I have money and if I don’t, I die myself mah. Well, I haven’t really check administrative stuff that I needed to do if the hobby did became a startup business. Because, it is still idea phase… sigh… I said I hate business before because a guaranteed paid life was what I aimed for but at times sacrificed the freedom of doing things that I liked or doing plans that opposed my belief or office hidden political issues or agendas. Whatever.

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