2020

 This morning, I went out with Dad to Danau. Then to Bunut. Mostly to drive him there to oversee the status of the employees working on site.  Dad brought back a papaya and as usual I don’t cut it. If I cut, I would definitely clean. Today, Mum helped to cut the papaya. Dad liked it anyway. I went to wash my hand and saw the papaya skin on a plate near the kitchen sink. We need to rush out to Bunut so I left it there. After we were back, I worked a bit. Probably the free loaders above still didn’t like to see this scene. As always 小人. Then Dad wants to eat so I brought my parents out to eat. The female free loader talked to Dad about something in the kitchen. Normally Dad don’t kitchen unless to take water or to open or close the windows. At night, the two so called son and daughter in law would blame them for not closing the windows or doors. Eh! come on. Two elderly. Two people near fifties cannot close for them. What do they mean when they say they were taking care of paren...

 2 am, heard someone knocking. I thought the upstairs playing again. Our house got gate so definitely wouldn’t have anyone who will knock on our door. Turned out to be the door from upstairs to downstairs. Then my father’s eldest son knocking on the door then shouting to me to bring Dad to Miri now to see doctor cause worry he got pneumonia. Brunei to Miri custom, not open at this hour. From someone who often travel between don’t know meh? Or purposely act concern. Dad has the flu a day before we went to Miri 5 days ago. He has been coughing occasionally for a long time. The son only now ask to bring him see doctor. Dad since Monday has been coughing. He has been working with him for these two days and he never thought of it? Suddenly around 2am he remembered. While we were in Miri, I brought Dad to see his specialist but since he was there, he never really cough so he never asked him. I bought him cough syrup. Still coughing today. He can still scold me sometimes so I think he is ...

 Truth or Lie. Nothing can run away from God’s eye. God is forgiving but only to those who repent. A serpent is always a serpent. When people killed it, it is always innocent. Everybody is cruel to kill a serpent. How about the lives of those that were taken by this serpent? They don’t deserve mercy? When there are good things, they dared not share with us.  Dad went out to Telisai to take house measurements. Anyway as always. An assistant went with him. Not the first time anyway.  亏本别人还。赚到就拿先。 Dad has the money, instantly, this person already aimed for it. In here, out to him but he dared not let me know when he has it. Funny this month Dad didn’t ask me to bank in money to him. Previous month we have done twice. 花别人的钱，自己的钱就存起来。

 Somebody who has been receiving money once said. Only the poor keeps on giving money. The rich will be openly stingy. So giving money may make people who gave money sounds cheap. Especially when easy. Never give anyone money. What a great lesson I learnt late.

 Randomly go somewhere, met random person. They also know the rest of the kids are overseas and never take care of parents. haha. How much things this woman spreads?  Even my secondary school teacher also knows. True colours. Took me too long to know a fox in the house. A big virus more like it. haha. Now installing anti-virus everywhere not sure got use ma. Not the first one stating the same thing.

 Doing good to me or using me? Even if you do good to me also didn’t required you to disrespect or undermine me. Ownself so fake said other people fake. Behind talk bad about other people in front smile and praise. Some more about the people who helped them. Couldn’t help look down on them too. I also did good to you so I can undermine you anyhow I like. I merely do what you do to me you already angry. I treated you like a family and respected you but now you lost all the respect so don’t put the fault on me when you break the string first. Some more your character started showing a long long time ago. You didn’t change, you are getting worst. Treat you like gold, you treated me as shit. Once useless, tried to siam as soon as possible. Worst still, putting me as the problem solved all your problems. I also realised why you suddenly unhappy even more than before when I came back. You are worried I would take all that belongs to you. So just prove how greedy you are. I don’t even hav...