Apple

 The story seems like these. I bought an Apple, the delivery was 1 week. Then there is a delayed in the middle because, I want to change to Orange. I topped up the money for Orange. Again there is a delay. I wanted 2 Orange. Resend, delay again, now I want to change to durian. More delays. Now I want it to be back to apple. People agree and people request and people do. In the end what did I get. All the people died from old age. Over age and stressed. The one who get away was the system designers. I have a rotten apple, rotten orange, rotten durian 100 thousand years later. Probably still making request as a ghost. The ghost deliver.

I make a house. House delay, now I can want it to be bigger. Every delay, I want it bigger. Another delay, I want different design. Then bigger then another design. Pay more, do more, pay more, do more. The one who talk all but the one who do all leh? It is almost like the whole loop I can never get out of. Exit is the best. I am not interested in this kind of game lor. Whenever you want to put a stop, then something will put me back in. Black hole maybe got an ending. This one is like deeper than a black hole with people playing around. The ones who didn’t want to get out, no matter what, can never get out or have no intention to. Sad life. SADLY true story. 

I think best is to be the designer but actually if it was like last time, Software Engineer does have a say. If you don’t do actually can. Factors like time, difficulty, complexity and coverage. If these doesn’t match, then it’s a waste of time. Might as well don’t do. I design but if nobody code then the design will never happen. Even what we can see and touch on the phones were the progress of plenty of people and Engineers making that happen. If nobody does because of who to sacrifice, then nobody will ever make progress. Another saying. Ideas are great but without anyone to make it happen, ideas are just ideas. Requirements and flows… still at large.

I think I will really need a death certificate. Argh.