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 人不要被自己今天说的话害了明天的自己。Check.

我后来才看到自己工作的公司名字是什么🤔。其实有些东西不重要。

人也不要为了今天撒的谎害了明天的自己。一句谎话也是要负责的。撒了第一个谎就会有第二个。更可怕的事,大家都知道是谎话。那何必说谎呢。

我的问题是,就算我说的是实话,和我说谎,是一样的。都像谎话。地理的问题。反而我说谎的时候,别人信了。我不明白是什么道理。所以说没有人喜欢听真话。就算知道是假话,也愿意把它变成真的来听。

时间过了。其实也不要为了今天的谎话,拆掉自己之前的谎话。说谎的人听不出。听的人记忆会比较好一点。我也意思意思。明白的人可能比你懂得更多。

其实嘛,趁现在大家都在找软件工程师 就现在走吗?反正项目还没开始,新的工程师在这个时候也最好请。而且在项目还没有开始前请 其实最好。我想学一些东西。而我其实最不能接受的出了电脑还有一件事。从小学开始让我最最最讨厌的事。等有天我离开了再说吧。只要遇到就要避开。可是这也是大部分的人的问题。其实我想如果我是外星人就好。其实我一直是外国人。就算在自己的国家也是。在家里,也是。有时候想想,我是哪里的我本地人。我想应该要开始找了。自从我妹病了,我想有可能那一天会到我。我一直觉得自己没时间了。就梦里也是。我在和时间赛跑。有一种感觉。像是有预告的梦。可是当我觉得是假的,他变真的。我觉得真的,却变假的。今天就好像我之前做的梦。已经不是第一次了。有点可怕。如果有什么事我希望是不知道的勇气去面对。能力不是你能用最短的时间做你懂得事。而是你能用多少时间去做自己不懂的事。我更喜欢后者。IQ测试其实已经不准了。应为,在你还没有考之前,你就已经懂了一些题。能力聪明Chicken and Egg.

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