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 hm.. my boss called. Actually the hardest part is you are new to these things and the whole team is also new to these things too… jus a matter of methods used and trial and error out things. Most code done, I cannot reuse and until now, they still have progress in changing… request of changes here and there… small change still ok but totally different concept of what was built was like why not just throw away the whole thing and do again… I mean if they really wanted to do that, Kiosk can throw away. Then repeat the procedure…   huh?… a running timeline with running deadlines…. I can only reuse those concept like save to db things. Whatever on application level still need to smooth things out… It’s not like a program they already have these remedy or improvements or new features. It actually is a development in production. It’s really actually still building and ironing. I had fun doing these but the changes sometimes felt a bit annoying especially only after it’s done. Things mostly new and all hardwares never been done before. If have, it is plug in and play but it is not. 

Then change here and there and the db really ugly now. I only learn how to use Enum but actually my lecturer before disliked it so never really tell us about it. I just do accordingly and it is actually heavily used. Because if ur table changed, you still have to change that in code… Anyway, another agency called and asked me. All of them referred me to most job related to machineries or embedded engineering… Sigh… I don’t want to get stuck with c#. I already overkill null on a daily basis. I have all the try and catch… Suppliers also troubleshooting. Not like plug in and used the library. In fact they have their own manufacturer’s library. You asked, who knows? You still have to figure them out… I really hope more on the coding skills. Mainly, the database and the timeline, 吐血. I didn’t tell the mainly but just tell I couldn’t catch up with the demand that keeps on running… Everytime I felt like being killed.

This is what I felt exactly right now… Worst still… the road…

I couldn’t see the end… It felt like forever….

Hmmmm… Sigh… I really don’t know what to do liao. I tried my best but if not enough, I guess look for somebody who can do at a much faster rate. My boss understands la but I don’t want to drag the timeline. Not everytime kiosk here and there and all because of kiosk and all the while, I have the thought that it is just a photo or video viewing machine… Apparently not so... What I felt is I should never have been here… Probably now I have a 5 figures job now. At least close to. Wonder why C# was always so low compared to other programming language and I jumped right into it… I felt like it is out of control. Nobody has the answer…. sigh… back to solving the (I wanted to scold bad word everytime I think about it but I stopped myself) thing… sigh… The nightmare.