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Commendation

 The police in The UK deserved the highest commendation. 


I slept at around 5. My pattern’s a bit weird. Woke up around 8am. Do work from around 9 am til 7:30 or 8pm. Dinner/Slept 1-2 hrs. 11 pm to 5 am….  I liked Friday because I can do that. I slept at 4 am the prveious night. I already worked 4 hrs before the work day started. Almost half a work day. But it’s the most efficient time. Felt like ordering food and ice cream around 11pm because I suddenly felt hungry and my ulcer is making my head hurt. Normally on the top lips were the most unbearable because my front teeth was uneven. McDonald not open so I made myself Ice Coffee. I only have coffee… 

Breaking the cursed life of Programmer. “Bugged”. Maybe they should just change the name to bugger. Sometimes felt really suay, when the bug cannot be found. U r not sure whether it is your bug or Microsoft’s. I would just prove it wasn’t my bug. The suayness is you cannot prove Microsoft’s bug right? Most suay one is Microsoft cannot find your bug. 😭😭😭 Those are the time I wished Microsoft throw me an error instead of nothing. The most cruel silent treatment of all bugs. No 🪵. ****** If you don’t know what I am scolding, that’s ok.


Well, after reading an article about a maid being called stupid and dumb and damned by kids and, their mother think that was ok… I think I should not use words like that… That is, stupid (which I most commonly use) and the other was shit - learnt from my older sis who used to scold that. Things you take after from young lingers. They are the first word that I blurted out when my EQ hit their limits.

Latest word was Suay which a lot of people used maybe that will scare away the bugs but personally I never liked the word. The bug forced me to use it.

The CB or LJ not a problem which I never used. I never think it is their gender that is the problem. I do not like gender inequality so nope. Mainly, the brain and that’s why the term stupid. That’s the “farrest” I could go but ultimately, I shall eliminate that. Practice on my EQ a bit which I don’t think I should because I will definitely felt irritated by the bugs. Maybe I will try not to use negative words. Find some better words like ‘Ang Ku Kueh’. Not to use hell or things sucks. Ok. I used maybe, because I might. Haha. It doesn’t really matter what word because from the inside you still said those words. The roots were the limit of my EQ which needs to be raised.

Don’t lose it. That’s where you will lose more. I realised breathing won’t help. Read more and you feel the least need to scold any of those words. Wisdom is required in times of trouble. 

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