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saturday

 Woke up at 9am. Saw my sis watching tv. Eat breakfast and watched along. 10:30 am put laundry into washing machine. Check the pair of shoes that I didn’t realise to be delivered the day after I bought them. It was the same pair that I bought last month. I like the simplistic design and wearing it was ok except for the first few days. 11am turned on laptop. Was supposed to after eating breakfast. Now nap for 20 mins and see if it has opened up by then. Washing machine probably done by then also. Then I can start up my program. Saw an offer for buying laptop. Shall I? Just that not sure if they are good enough. 


People expect you to do things without complaints. After giving me so much hassle why can’t I do it with complaints to compensate my loss. In the end I was the one bottling the stupid thing. Don’t make until like the job has nothing good about them anymore. I like doing beautiful things or good design or good structural flow. It’s a haunted project. A project that goes on forever is like a haunted project. It is haunting you all day long and sometimes all night. I am still dreaming about doing them. But actually I should be dreaming about starting a laptop for 20-30mins like a nightmare somehow I didn’t. Cause it gives me space time to thrash the thought here while waiting or I get to take a nap or play some games. Anyway, they should give everyone such a laptop. The world will be very peaceful just like it used to 20 plus years ago and it worked like the pace 20 plus years ago. Ah… the thing with age. You can compare to people who still write them in books, it is considered still faster. um. Ok, I have done brainwashing myself. Take a nap.

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