2020

 Is this the life I have been looking for? Nope. Actually that day, when 1 mc and another one urgent leave, I don’t really felt like staying here is worth it. Consider this my christmas gift for my counting down departure. One night, I went to the supermarket and was pretty late at night and they have begun to bring in the lock-cage. All males doing and probably then I realised why should I chose this just because I wanted to stay away from some people “playing games”. Sometimes, I will be a fool to so all that. Having this job like, nobody can mc or even die. Touch wood. Nobody can take leave. Me as a part timer, I am super unsure why my time impact them so much. Everytime I felt the urge of leaving, I tried to suppress. Like someone just getting mc or urgent leave casually. Or trying to put me in a difficult situation. Anyway, that wasn’t the trigger. I just don’t know how to tell my sup. Well, actually I already regretted staying because sometimes it made me feel like such a fool be

 I was back home quite late. I haven't have dinner that day after work so I just started eating. Then I couldn't find my phone and I realised I have left it in my bag. I walked into the room and suddenly forgetting what I was in there for. I walked back out and then realised what I needed. I walked back in and couldn't find it. I looked everywhere then suddenly realised again it was in my bag. I went back to the room to look for my bag and cannot find my bag there. It stunned me. I forgot to bring my bag into the room when I reached home. I just left it on the chair along with other stuff that I bought. Absent minded...  I was doing my program and also watching some show on my phone. After completing the program, I wanted to take my handphone to test. I panicked when I couldn't find them on my table and didn't realise I was watching the show with it and it was right in front of me. Sigh... I guess mobiles have been making our minds more absent minded. I think it is

 I spent 6 hours fixing my TicTacToe code which I wrote 3 years ago. I am trying to make it in another way that isn’t a solution shown on the web. I failed to rebuild my code because it was made in an older version of npm. Just a 3 years old code. That’s how fast tech changed. Anyway, I managed to run it by redoing it on a newer npm version. Some other, I cannot run on mobile phone while perfectly on web version on Chrome. Sometimes, I was wondering if spending time refactoring my code is a good thing. I kept on dwelling with something that has a function. However, spending time like that made me realised a lot of errors on my program. I used to think it was easy and then after developing something else, when I went back to the old codes that I do not remember what I have really written down made me reread my code. That’s when I realized, there were so much more I did not consider doing. Like what happened after this person win. What happened if they don’t click on the empty slot but s

 Summing up all the daily things. The kids down at our block has two common things that they liked to do when approaching me. Some random kids would come up to me and asked me what the time was. I never looked at the time as a kid. If it gets dark, it is time to go home or when I felt tired, that is another indicator. My mum would be shouting from the third floor to call me back for afternoon nap. The kids then would ask me if I can buy them drinks because they are thirsty. Quite a few times already. I went down to take away my chicken rice and sometimes I brought 10 dollars cash with me even though I don’t use them. Usually I paid with paylah. Ever since covid and most places where I would have been stopped accepting cash. I brought it just in case paylah or card payment doesn’t work. As with any system, there is always a time they would be down because it was connected to many other systems which if any one of it failed, the rest would fail. However, they have not failed me yet. I ga

 I got back from work after a rough day… The slow system just makes more mistakes and less flexibility. I walked into the dark room and felt around for my cup. I froze when I felt something was inside my cup and it was my earphones. One of the side was dipping in it with water and not sure for how long! Was it before I got to work or my sister accidentally dip it while using my hairdryer? If before I went to work, then it has been in it for like 10 hrs… I quickly pull it out and dried it. Not cheap leh… About 40 dollars. I normally buy the 10 dollars one but for my last job, I need a better ones for meetings. It has been 2 years. Bought on Sept 2021. The 10 dollars ones lasted quite long with no mic but quality may defer. It was workable though. The 40 dollars one has better sounds and a connecting mic. After 2 days from the dipping, I tested it today and it was okay! I don’t always buy expensive stuff but when I did, this is one of the things I don’t regret after this dip.

 When the computer thinks only it can go offline. Cashier can also offline. Some customers were evil and some were very angels. I mean treating people with respect and also pay for what they have taken. I admit that sometimes I am careless and if I get scolded probably it made me felt ok. However when I wasn’t scolded but customers reminded me if I had scanned the items, I felt guilty for them to pay for my mistakes. These customers were truly good beyond what service was given. However, some were real bad. Trying to cause problem. Today, there is this one customer, who cannot pay for the fuel and the items… The counter was hold with a transaction because after pressing payment or after card scan, the transaction can no longer be voided. Half an hour gone… To our dismay, our system have been offline for almost the whole day. I started work at 3pm but was already down before that. Every transaction was real slow to the core. No refund or going back to view transaction if it was offline.

 When you break people, did you feel bad for them? Dare to steal, dare to pull tricks or cause others to get into troubles… but don’t dare to admit the evil deeds. Anyway, I don’t want to cause trouble but I want to leave so you cannot cause me any trouble. I knew what she can do. If you don’t do properly she will take the money. Probably if cigarettes never minus, she will take it too. Well, to me that is stealing. If all the systems are working right, by right no inventories needed but then because things go missing for unknown reason so that is why there is a waste of time on unnecessary inventory. Didn’t know how this was done but then I rather not get involved with people who are professional thief. I just want to be safe and not be framed. Shit people don’t deserve trust because later she turned around and frame me or harm me even. From the experience I saw with how people cheat on my parents, never trust crocodile tears or anyone who had intention to cause you troubles or harm.

 Working with a professional thief today. God bless me. Wield off all evil against me. 偷东西的人天打雷劈。

 This person confirmed a long time thief. Based on the reaction, true to the core. One side like care for you, other side was sharpening the knife of when to kill you or operate on you. The reason why she knows I don’t short because she never stole from me. How can the person she wanted to frame as thieves lost 10 dollars right. She wanted me out because I don’t succumbed to her ways. After so many bad deeds, hope you get your ends. Never have I seen such evil. 

 I just recalled few days ago, my money was about 12.65 excess. My senior asked me to take away 10 dollars. From this I realised, she could be one of the 10 dollars thief. It didn’t hit upon me but the more I think, this just told me what happened. As to why I suspect more than one is because of the patterns. Probably one person keeps the 10 dollars. Then this person told to another person to keep the other 10 dollars as I was told to the same way. Hm… Could it be they placed the 10 dollars to my counter? This just makes me very suspicious. In the end, I decided not to listen and put both money outside until I figured where the 10 dollars come from. I supposed to have negative amount by 120+ due to a refund from another counter. However, I was 110+ short only. My mind told me I have shortage but second thought, it was actually 10 dollars more. Good thing, my other colleague helped me throw in the extra 10 dollars early while I was still cracking my head. It was a God saved me moment ki

 This senior always go tricks on me. She thought I didn’t know but I am ok. It will just trained me to do better. This I can deal with. No matter how purposely she did things, I will normally say ok. However, recently, I found a dark turn about this senior. I stopped respecting her because of it. For one, she always short money when I am around. I don’t know about others. Always got something wrong whenever she was in the same shift or try to change shift. I am ok because this is my temporary job. I won’t have to deal with her for long. Recently in the same shift especially the many more this month, I heard her bad mouthing about others and even to customers. Sometimes we long queue so we don’t ask for too many things. I tried to always do as required but not always. Then she talked about some other cashier never do as said. When you did do accordingly, she behsong because it took too much time but she can do. Sigh. This is small matter. Bigger matter… 😤. She always short money and qu

 Training Eq. The worst thing that never was an acceptance to me was being framed. This is a serious issue to begin with. More seriously, it was no longer a joke but slandering. The POS cashier was already problematic ever since I started the job. The drawer was frequently showing errors. The cigarettes door were less than ok. Well, nobody does anything. Just own-selves restart or do the fixes. When you do one wrong, nobody should put whatever they did wrong on you. Making all the mistake yours. Worst still is after you tried helping them fixed something, they dumped the fault on you. It would have quiet down when the problem was fixed but bringing it up and put it on me would be a wrong move. The one who doesn’t call probably was the one who caused the problem. Anyway, normally if just simply berating, I think I would accept for my mistake. Hm… I also began to think finding people of the same mind, probably makes work easier. Otherwise it became an obstacles towards success. Well, bes

 Today is like the most happening day. First, the POS was really really slow… Unsure why it was like that. That’s when most problem started to surface. Wrong pump, card’s declined and the nets chip cannot detect etc… Then top up when the queue was the longest. The same uncle approached the last time when I was alone and was the busiest time at the counter. While you wanted to do more before we go from three pax to two pax, somebody spilled the coffee at the hot water machine and floor… The last time, it was the eggs. Unsure if they have paid for it because I was busy cleaning. People are getting clumsier nowadays as expected from the use of handphone. Probably me too. Maybe I should really curb my use on handphones and back to laptops. It has been real slow and the last time my program was that slow, people complained. I guess it also cannot be helped because as you have more and more datas and more people are using the system, the slower the systems gets. Either invest in a more power

  First time getting COVID confirmed. One, I can be tested positive for COVID. Second, impossible to clear ART TEST kit one day after symptomatic keys. That is, I sneezed whole day, the next day, it is impossible to be negative. Third, Asymptomatic for COVID, therefore become questionable. The symptoms itself is the best proof vs test kit. People with symptoms tested negative while people no symptoms testing positive. If you are sick, isn’t that the best indicator?  My COVID journey. One night. If you need the date, it was 6 OCT 2023 early morning. While I was sleeping, I felt my throat was very dry. However, I didn’t want to get up because I have work from 11am to 7pm… In the morning, there is a mild feeling of sore throat. I took a panadol before going to work. That day, we have 7 cages of stocks to clear. I felt like my strength was reduced by like 5 percent. I thought if they have increased the weight. After carrying things back and fro, and having less time to eat because there wa

 Today, I went out to get my tracker changed. It has been less than a year and it cannot be charged. Unsure why. I didn’t wear it but it detected me walking 3000+ steps despite unable to charge. It lasted a few days without charging and maintain at the same battery level. Did I got a non rechargeable? Meaning don’t need to charge forever? hehehe. Maybe I shouldn’t have to return it. Just worries halfway through it doesn’t charge and it over the warranty date, I can’t change it. It is the first one for me so I got it for free.  As I walked towards the MRT this morning despite the haze, I saw a “stick guy” riding a bike towards me. I am unsure whether it’s a he or she but I assumed a he. He had a fitted jacket with hood. The hood covered his head and forehead. He had mask over his face and wearing sunglasses. Covered from head to toe. His whole body was like stick. Skinny to the max. He was tall so make him look even skinnier. I almost thought somebody made a robot and put it on a bike. 

While tidying, I found a paper that I wrote in like 2019. I wrote 4 set of 4d at the time. Some came out recently so I don’t bother. I just want to buy the last one. but i set a limit for sept. Last day of sept, my limits reached so. i can’t buy. Then the number on consolation. Oct 1, I bought the number again. Now starters. Well, I don’t think I have great luck so I just buy ibet 1 dollar. enough money to buy the next buy I guess. Hope I don’t receive anything from my sup for things that I needed to pay. The last few time I got 10 dollars, the next day I got the message. Please noooooooo.

 I got a scam call from a non +65 number… Saying he changed his phone number. I said who are you. He said why I couldn’t remember him. Nowadays, nobody will feel guilty for not knowing another person name. Some do lah and now I am old liao. Don’t remember is common that is why they use this tactic. Another stories opposing to this one. I got a +65 number at work. I ignored since I am working also. My colleague working at the next counter, also received a phone call. She said +65 不能接哦. So she didn’t pick up the call. Then like 10-20 mins later, our other colleague who went out to dabao food came back and scold why nobody picked up her call. Hahaha. Someone legit and someone who is in the same group. Although at the time I didn’t save her number because I wasn’t sure whose number was that on whatsapp. Since I seldom contact her, I just don’t call or has the need to contact. Someone who is legit has +65. Even my grab delivery or shopee delivery got +65. Some even has business account to s

 In Chinese, App is spelled out. A-P-P. Hahahaha

 These few days more and more people forgetting their cards. If you are learning new things, you tend to forget. However, most of the time, the ones who don’t bring were regulars. Then you said you want to pay much much later because you didn’t bring the card… The fault then became mine for letting you pay much later. If you forget again you have to come back and pay. How? How can you forget when the only thing you needed is the cards to pay for your petrol? Then forgetting which pump number… When I am going to board an airplane, if I forget the gate number and seat number, ok meh? I am getting more and more frustrated. If wrong pump, just get everyone into trouble only. You sure hoped that it will be free but it was not. Somebody else will pay for you. Aren’t you afraid of karma? I am a bit fed up on that. You kept on telling wrong pump. The 78 years old aunty paid for you and you don’t fear the retribution meh? Everyday, 3 in 10 forgetting the card. If 5 percent and the points weren’

 Today a kid just shoplifted from our store. He is tall and I thought he was a teenager and he wasn’t even a teenage yet after I heard the police interrogated him. I was told to make a police report. Thinking back, a young kid, if I gave him a stern warning the first time or the second time he shoplifted, then probably this time he won’t? This was the dunno how many times but to us, with witness, the third time. He just walked out without payment. He was a regular at our store and I saw him quite often which he did pay for his stuff. Only today, I realised the person they said was shoplifting was him. That’s sad. To know that he is below 12, just make the whole thing terrible. I thought he was a teenager… He is only primary 5… Whether I reported him or not, it wasn’t right. Because at his age, he needs to know the consequences for his action. However, I was thinking if it was too harsh for him to be reported to the police. My colleague called to ask our boss and our boss said report to

 so adamant about a less than 10 dollar drive off bill… with mugshot and asked to check out for it. 140 dollars like nothing. Still thinking about it. Is that a dream…. 140 dollars I did almost 2 days for nothing. Without evidence also have to pay? Unsure. With evidence also has to pay? Hm… 

 As a cashier, I get to see lots of people. Some good things that I observed. When a son came with his dad to pay the bill, the dad teaches his son what to do with the app vouchers and payments. When a daughter accompanied the dad, the daughter teaches the dad how to use the app vouchers.  What warms me was a woman who always brought his age old father to buy ice-cream. The dad will want to eat it on the spot after payment, then after a bite, the daughter will hold his hand and lead him out of the store. The dad can still walk but very slowly. The ice-cream she bought was on sale though. At 9.90 for 3. Haagen Dazs. Some kids say all kinds of stories to persuade the parents to buy snacks for them. Reasonably saying why they needed the snacks. Haha. Listen to yourself! as if it is reasonable but to the adults, we all know. Still, they were so cute. What you did to get what you want? Some kids were really still in their parents arm. Just look at you getting their payments done with their

 My theory is correct. The pen is still working after battery replacement. My hp laptop, however, not sure how long it will last. Sometimes, took a bit of time to open it. Other than that, it worked splendidly. 

My theory tested. When I told my sister or aunty when buying toto, I don’t strike at all. If I bought them myself without telling them, I strike… These were what I did by purposely buying in front of them or tell them. The ones I bought and never told them actually get some money back. Consecutively some more. Anyway, I don’t buy always just once or twice a month or even a few months buy once. As long as I felt like the chance they won’t know is high so it is very seldom. Anyway, sometimes I have a feeling or when I dreamt of a number I bought them. Normally these were the one that I get something in return even though just 1 number. The rest I used a bit of statistical method. Well, I tested it this time too. I actually got 2 numbers correct but the thing is, the number only came out on the next draw. Bought Saturday but number came out on Sunday. Hmmmm…. Anyway, when people saw people buy toto, To them, it is like you buy everyday and a harsh gambler when they saw you buy. Unless I s

 Every single time I planned something already, my schedule get changed… It was like a taboo for me to make a plan. Once finished, definitely changed. When I don’t, it was ok. Best is for me to do things unplanned I guess.

电视想让你看什么就是什么。其实好像是之前的那堆人一直在搞事。现在的电视会把人变得越来越变态。虽然开放了，变态也多了。要不要戒掉电视。其实早该戒掉了。已经很久没看了。回来看又气了。好像以前没有SEO的日子。我不想看我想看的东西好吗。我也想看你不知道我想看什么却可以给我看到我想看的。你懂不懂。要不然the list always showing the same type of show. I used to think I have different kind of personalities. How do I satisfied my other personalities if I kept on looking at one show and all pop up the same type. Or songs all the same genre or products all the same after I have already bought them. The worst is underwear. I bought one and my list always got underwear… I just got them and what if in the mrt or bus the person sat beside or behind me was a guy… This SEO thing is annoying to me. I want to like what I haven’t like yet….

 First thing to give away was the foot and knees. Ever since I last sprained my knee, now it seems to give way sometimes. Cannot really get hurt I guess, once hurt, the pain will come once in a while. My right foot always get hurts. For the past week, could be a few times I kicked my right foot against something. I was taking my Nintendo Switch off the table to the bed. It slipped out of the casing and then dropped right onto my right foot big toe. Soon, it began to bleed. Hope I didn’t break any bones because it hurt tonnes. Until now, I still felt where it was hit. Lucky that day, I wasn’t working but I hope it gets better when I needed to go the next day. Soon enough, I was called to do OT as someone was sick and cannot make it. To add on to that, I accidentally kicked onto a trolley which was by the entrance to the cashier. On my pinky toe. Argh… My right foot was so prone to injuries. Then few nights ago, I accidentally kicked my pinky toe onto my sis bed post. I just opened the d

 Got time, go and buy things. Pick the job you wanted to do then pretended to do a lot. When I was younger, I was asked to spend less. Sometimes I refused especially when I only spent on drink during meal outing (rare). That's the farthest I go. 1 dollar more or less. A car or Uni. 1 dollar for once in a while was what. Pretended to save a lot but spent so much on other things. Still people wanted to say. Ownself, don't know spend on what. When I went to primary school, dad always gave her 5-10 dollars to buy for us. Most of the time, we only bought 50 cents to 1 dollar stuff. Most money goes to her. When not in the same school anymore, we have 1 dollar each. Mostly saved on me. Books, no need. Toys, no need. Clothes, no need. When got work to do, then I am first choice. Then other siblings can buy their toys, books, MacBook, and even Car. I did nothing. Nobody ever cooked the meals. Nobody ever took over to look after the shop. The one who slept or watching TV or went travelli

 Got up to have breakfast at a new favourite place. Nice environment and also food tasted like how I used to have them. I am still waiting for my flight back to Sg. We went out to dinner. Dad always asking me to drive fast even when I was at like 120 km/ hrs. My older sister hadn’t even started driving, my Dad asked her to slow down. We went out to buy groceries and on our way back, we saw twilight on our way home. Our house is near the beaches and we took pictures. When we reached home, it seems the twilight was quite near if we go in further the junction. It was a sight I have not seen even though my house was nearby. Me, Mum, Dad and my older sis driving and watching it. I had ice cream. Yam flavour by Kings. Dad was so excited about it and asked me to give him. I said we can wait till we finish dinner. I eat then caused I have already eaten dinner. He said later all gone already. :p This morning, we made spaghetti again. Then I am off to preparing lunch after having breakfast and h

 I brought my parents along with my sister to Miri today to run errands. Then at night when we reached the place, we will sleep on the sofa. My mum took out everything she can find in the room. two to three blankets. pillows. towels. a foldable mattress. Everytime they come out to get something or find something, they would ask us if we have blankets when the sofa was almost stuffed with what they have brought out previously.

 Accepting things as it was. I am just too good at that. I saw how my life will be and I am practically living my life as I wanted it. Everything you did, you ended up feeling regretful and so, all the more any path will lead you there. I have gone through things and seen many things. I have been to lots of places that were not a country, or a location but circumstances or position. I saw through how it will be like and I rather live a better one than living less just because of tradition. How can I make my parents see that being single is actually a good choice and something that is by fate. It is tedious.  My youngest nephew can make his own roti prata. Though it was ready made, he can use the stove. hehe. Then he can iron his own clothes. How time flies that he grew up. He also do his own homework on his own accord. Lending us his room and when I had problem with the car, he quickly came over and helped. I was with him when he was two in a lousy car that had problem when reversing.

 Today, I went to see my eldest sister. Her youngest daughter went out with us along with my parents and nephew. Handsome nephew drove the car. Anyway, we just want to have dinner but not sure where. Then my sis suggested a food court. In the end, my sis ordered a cheese sushi and cheese toast for my niece. Then a vege tempura. These were my common food and food that I liked to eat. haha. I never eat these things with them. I liked to order vege tempura and cheese toast. Dad treated my friend better than me treat my friend. He gave suggestions of where to bring her and that was how I went to places that I have never been in the past even though it was just few minutes drive away…

 Today was especially busy and full of troubles. The POS was especially slow. It went offline quite a few times. I met some really good customers who understand the situation and told us it was ok. While some were steaming hot. While I was doing the cashiering, one of the station has no car but with transaction on my screen. It wasn’t ok another POS so I panicked and kept on asking. The other cashiers who don’t see the transaction in their POS told me not to be alarm and there is nothing. I think the thing just got stuck and the driver did not drive off. After a while, my transaction cleared but then the transaction wasn’t cleared on other cashiers’ screen. They panicked. Hahahahaha. I addressed the issue but there is another issue with the POS though so nobody focused on that. My panicked and alarms go with them not alarming. After like 2 hrs later, the problem was solved. We all have our POS restarted and updated. The ghosted transaction on my screen was still there and this time on

 Today I finally realised why the PA don’t help to pump. Because if the helped and the customer forgets to pay or never have the intention to pay, they will have to pay for the bills if this customer cannot be found. Another is when the customer told them the amount and if they got it wrong, then the extra amount will be paid the the PA too. Daily there are so many customers, if every customer don’t play by the rules, the PA might as well don’t need this job. Their being there is to help you when you have troubles but decision and the rest should be made by you. They are also there to ensure you don’t runaway too. Same as cashier. We were there to help you process your bills. You runaway or not, if we don’t observe, we pay the bill when you are not being responsible. Then we will be blamed for not observing. By right, you should ensure for self-service or whatever, that the bill is being paid before you go. The fault is a bit of the design because by right if you failed to pay, there s

 Sometimes I wonder if this person is always there to help or cause trouble for me. Sigh. Today got another drive off, all day, I kept an eye on unpaid transaction to the cars. Ready to call out if this car before it rolled off again. Then here and there, after one trouble transaction, was distracted by finding things, find phone and find what to help this customer. He could have gone to another store because obviously none of us knew how to do the transaction. After failing here and there, still insist I helped to call our senior who was just off. Today was extra busy. With the poorly designed system that after pumping petrol and can still go away without alarm going off. Only after people go, then got alarm… What’s the point? Telling you the person has gone off. Some rang for hours but never go off. The person gone already but never rang…. If failed payment, why don’t the prompt be more obvious so the customer knows the payment didn’t go through or need to pay at the counter…. Then g

 Talking about negative thoughts, I am a master of that. Talking about positive thoughts, I am a master of that too. Maybe I have bipolar disorder. Hm. About today, something fishy is going on. Two drive-offs and I have always asked someone if they have petrol. So, they did go to my counter. If they did, and denied, does that make the fuel free? So, keys to having free fuel. They know they can get away if they have purchased something else other than paying for the fuel. Not one, but two. I think only for my case but I think there are other cases too. Presume one got away and the others know the tricks. The loopholes. Next time, just pump fuel first. Then go to the counter. Never talk anything about the fuel. Buy something and pay for it then go away. I believe there are a few motorist saying they have no fuels and some people said they paid at the pump. Well if they get away and cannot be caught, which I am unsure why they are so assured that they don't and the cashier or the pump

I think my brain freeze is getting more and more frequent. Probably stared on a screen too long. However, the frequency is when I talked more or when I am out of focus. I worried about something while doing the current task. It is as if my brain split into two, thinking different things while my mouth spurting a mixture of the thoughts. One thing about my condition did get better. Motor skills. Ever since I started playing Nintendo Switch, how I dealt with buttons have improved a little bit. Maybe also from the repetitive action. However, my weakness was still my thoughts splitter. I cannot control it sometimes. It took training to have one troublesome thoughts not to affect your current task. I can suddenly have problems dealing with remembering what I wanted to ask even though I repeated it for each customer. It ran through and through for like a thousand times and yet sometimes, I brain freeze suddenly. Petrol, Voucher, Card, payment methods. repeat a few thousand times I guess. Yet

I have waited until 6:30pm. Only then I received a "pardon?". That looked like you didn't even prepare for the agreed place (ur home) and time (Today 6-7pm). Somemore it was at her place. She dare say she get stood up by people before? Even if people stood you up, you are still waiting in the house. If you stood me up, I travelled a good 45 mins there and another to go back home. Not even have the courtesy to reply. I was there like 5:08pm. Dropped her a message at 5:13 pm and some other message to see if I got her attention. Only by 6:30pm when I am about to board a bus, she replied pardon? Wasted my time. Travelling there took 45 mins and back 45 mins. 1hr 15 mins waiting. 2hrs 45mins... for nothing. Worst seller on Carousell. Already told her a week earlier.

After work, now I am at Hougang... Help my cousin to collect some books she wanted. Agreed with 6pm but reached much earlier at 5:10pm. I am waiting at the void deck and there is a chair here. I have been sitting here for close to 30 mins.... No reply yet. Sigh... Then an uncle approached me and ask if I know ang moh. I said ok ok only la. He then asked me how to do the carpark transfer thing. Hehe. I said I dunno about carpark cause I don't park. In the end, we filled up everything but was wrong. He only wants me to read it out. Think he can listen and understand but cannot read and understand. Finally, we knew we filled up the wrong form and it cannot get through. Use another form and it was correct!

I am still thinking about the purple motorbike I saw earlier on. It was really the best purple I have seen. Almost like my phone. I was thinking to get a motorbike license for quite sometimes... I don't think I can get a purple car. Too expensive but purple motorbike possibly more affordable. I don't go out a lot but the purple makes me feel like buying it. Do you know why I buy iPhone? It is because of the purple colour. I bought it the night it was out. Anyway, my story is, should I get married so that people won't think I am interested with their boyfriend? I am just getting by in life. Doing whatever to past time so I can find what is really worth living this life. There are reason why I preferred single life and interest or not in men or women weren't really in it. I am an individual soul incapable to thinking why a person should marry, have kids and die while these world weren't worth it at all. Existence or not, it doesn't make sense because with time, pe

A traffic police was paying for his things. Right then, a family of three came in and queue behind the police. The kid saw the police and exclaimed to his parents, "Look! America Police!". So cute. Nope, the are Singapore Police. The police did look around to look at the kid but still in a friendly face. The kid was like 4 - 5 years old. Can't tell. Some kids were taller and some were shorter. I go by average. Another family was there at the next counter paying their stuff. Then I heard a kid telling the cashier next to me, "Thank you, bye bye!". Hehehe. Good kid. While a lady was paying at my counter, her kid saw the knitted flower on the counter beside me. He took one and ask how much was it. He then hold it dearly and said he wanted it and liked it. He was like 7-8 years old I guess. I guess I weren't young to like that hahaha because my mum can make it. My mum can knit a bag with handle or as desk mat with patterns. hm.. The kid was sweet though to lik