2020

 Hm... so much convenience. Blogger wasn’t free on iPhone and it was free for android! Could not load any photo on chrome as well. Haven’t try out safari. I went to the coffee shop this morning. Only recently I started eating breakfast there. The lady who take orders from table and delivers them actually remembered what I drank. I used to go there but after I started working I seldom go there. Her way is, do you want iced coffee (for me) and to others teh peng, and so on. She almost remembered what everyone drinks. All I had to do is just say yes. If she is a smart phone, she would get the highest rating compared to my iPhone now.  When we were younger, while playing badminton, all in our minds were just to never let the shuttle touch the ground. We aimed at our opponents and the opponents should be able to hit back, whoever missed lose. That’s very different as we grew up. One time, we were playing with one of the friends’ parent. He was not playing the way we did. I always hit back s

Read from some article, Sunbird can hover a little bit. I just realised there is a bird nest on the hanging decoration outside my neighbour’s door. I found a head and curved long beak peeking out of the bird nest when I reached home these few nights. I looked up close and it wasn’t agitated. Probably sleeping. Hm... So it wasn’t really hummingbird. What a disappointment.

I was reminded of a childhood song. I don't know what letcum means though but we have been singing this song as a child. Thinking back... Well why? It is called Burung kakak tua. I just realised it is a Parrot. It just go on and on about this parrot and the Grandma or the old lady left with 2 teeth. Copied from youtube Burung kakak tua Hinggap dijendela Nenek sudah tua Giginya tinggal dua Letcum letcum hu la la Letcum letcum hu la la Letcum letcum hu la la Burung kakak tua ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Parrot Sitting by the window Grandma is already old Left with only two teeth

I dropped my phone yesterday. It happened early in the morning, when I was already nearby office. Fortunate enough, I can still see the bottom 10% and the side 5% of the screen that allowed me to scroll the messages so I can see it at the bottom. The card was with me so my colleagues might not be able to get into the office without any communication. I used that to try to communicate with my colleague who is bright enough to get my non-completed message and mostly, making no sense. He sort of get it that my phone something went wrong.  Having to share one card for everyone is a bit waste of time but for security issues we had to stick to that. I have to constantly see my phone and see if anyone needs to come up. It's a bit of a distraction. Messages came in every few seconds to every few minutes. That's what this generation has to face. You look at your phone 100% of the time at this rate and I wonder how did everyone get their job done while having to see their messages from a

Screen gone and now I am like a cripple using the second hand iPhone I bought from my brother. Sigh. Syncing is like hell.

I m tired but i can't sleepppppppp

I googled some stuff about hummingbird and sunbird. It seems hummingbird doesn't exist in Singapore but in western countries. The thing is I still think it is a hummingbird because it is hovering over the wind chimes hanging like a curtain from the ceiling and able to stay like that for quite some times. It was then zig zagging here and there at a very fast speed. Their flaps are fast and furious. Sunbird has to perch while feeding. The most mesmerizing thing is to see it hovering. It stayed in that position which furiously flapping it's wing that it looks like it was very very fast that it looked very still. Can somebody prove me right? well, I don't care. It must be a hummingbird. I have never seen a sunbird though. What I found online is that it has a curved beak and it couldn't hover and feed like hummingbird. 

First time, I saw a humming bird up front. I was home waiting for lift on my way down to go to work. It was flying around figuring out the wind chimes right in front of me. It was so beautiful. It was too mesmerizing that I forgot to take a picture. Anyway, the owner of the wind chimes just came out of his house so I dare not take picture when I realised I can. It flew away when the lift was up.

之前想吃健康点。买了萝卜。结果应为没时间吃忘了它在冰箱里。结果有一天Aunty收拾的时候萝卜已经成功生长。其实应该可以种了可是画面可怕，最后只能丢了它。

First time, I saw her on Star Awards! Too bad, she sang only one song but good enough. I hope if there ever was a concert, I hope it will be a success. I hope, no ot on that day too.  Mixed feelings... I found my way to look for my favourite artist. At least I don't have to look at those crazy content which is disheartening. I guess I was there just to know if they are doing fine and it should be that way. If ever, there's some crazy people, I won't get so agitated. Well, that's the way of them to get money.

With the convenience of technology, priorities can be mismanaged. It can be much more complicated than that. More of a misuse. Everything can be mismanaged if the knowledge is not sufficiently imparted for the use.

那就留下。有时候希望有人给一条绳子。当你收到了却发现你只是从自己的问题爬到了别人的问题里。每个人都在寻找的绳子其实都不存在的。既然不存在那为什么要希望呢。我把希望都交给一个老大。他的名字是时间。老二是努力。老三是命。最后一个是我的床。我每天都等它们。

When social distancing started: are you kidding? 🥳🥳🥳 When social distancing ending soon but still a bit not so: 🥺 When people approaching but not talking to you: 🤸🤸🤸 When people approaching: 🙈🙉🙊🎭⚒️🛠️⛏️🔨🔧⚙️🔗⛓️🪚🪛📏📐✂️🪜🧯🔭📡🌡️💊🐒🌪️🤺🧑‍🦯😱😬😶🧐🤨🤔😑😐🥴🤒🤕🤧🤮🤢😵😵‍💫😖😣😮‍💨😩😫😣😢😰😨🤐

那么晚了。我才签好，她就答覆了。现在都快12点了。大姐。。。妳好。吗？ 虽然我也是。放松了好多可是还有很多赶不完的事。。。走一步算两步了。一个人是两个人。🥱

还好是误会。😌

No matter what age or how many places I have been, the house in my dreams were either the one I stayed before 6 or the one after 6 but before 20. The previous one, even though my memory's limited but I dreamt about being there. The latter, yesterday, I dreamt that I was there. I was home and there was Dad. Well, I forgot what Dad was saying but I was angry so I talked back and Dad walked away. Then I was very thirsty and looking for water. The cups in the kitchen were all labelled "live" handwritten. It felt like they were meant for something else so I took one by one and none was without it so I couldn't drink. It was the kitchen with things placed as they were when I lived there. Sometimes, it is different because mum somehow arrange it differently for a few times. Then I woke up. My throat and mouth were really really dry. Anyway, I was thinking to turn my dream into a story because sometimes they are ridiculous but well, after certain time, I forgot about them. Th

我最喜欢的那支也走了。。。不小心那东西的时候掉了。。。笔盖为什么不做紧一点。这样的盖要来做什么！

I got a screen crack on my phone... It has been a pretty good cheap phone for suffering so many drops and scratches and still making it until today but I can still type though and the functions weren't affected. Google Pixel 4a is not bad. Almost half the price of my Google Pixel 2XL. I have a spare one though... Sunset after coming back from dinner. 人生很长。其实一点也不短。所以要多享受。要不然那么长每天怎么过。走了34年，有时候像过了几百年。有时候就好像昨天。 有些人说不见了就不见了。一路好走。R.I.P. 我想你应该是已经等到了那一刻。

Not that perfect but definitely better. I haven't been playing the guitar often enough. I accidentally stabbed my left palm last year which is close to my index finger. That's the strength for bar chord... I had problem making a proper bar chord since last year but it is better now after persistent playing (like more than I usually do. As long as I have time, I will give it a go.). Lacking practice and the injured muscle, a lot of the fingerings become less fluid.

Keyboard not spoiled. :)))))))))))) 暧昧让人变得贪心 直到等待失去意义

十点被叫醒。应为收到快递。都忘了自己买什么。吃早餐。玩手机。洗晒衣服。收拾抽屉还可以放新买的东西。。。 化了妆像没有化妆的意思。我每次收拾。收拾完后，其实和我没有收拾差不多。。。可是丢了四包袋子。 买了两个HDD。 然后三点半吃下午吃不下的午餐。吃完以后拿半杯水到房间里开工。。。结果才走到桌子要放下杯子的时候，手不知道为什么，松了一下。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 把水倒在我放着MacBook Pro, Convertible HP and my new keyboard的桌上。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 一些书在旁边，还好这一次没有倒到。。。这是今年第二次。。。上次是撞到。这次不知道手突然没力。。。 我想是不是手神经有问题。以前有时候也是这样，经常掉东西。 碗碟都怕我。在家的时候，帮妈洗碗，差不多都打破了。尤其那种大碗涂了洗碗液就更容易掉了。如果不是就是拿着拿着突然就掉了。。。 感觉到手好像松了一下，在抓就来不及了。后来妈把杯和碗都换成铁的。。。 最多碗碟的凹凸不平。。。 不过还好不会破。 擦了半天。 MacBook 没事。HP没事。直接倒到的键盘。。。不知道了。。。我已经赶快擦干了。可是好像里面可能还是湿的。要开来看。不过太难开了。sigh

Missed everything. I got off a bit earlier so I can wash my hair and do work at home while waiting for it to dry.... I was suppose to change at Dhoby Ghaut, sit all the way to Hougang from Harbourfront, almost Punggol liao.  Lucky there is Serangoon two stn back so I can change at Bishan and still able to make it home. I was playing with my phone.... Doing some task thing.... I was angry at the person seating beside me who obviously crossed the line... shitty and don't care. All my focus was all on the phone and angry at him. Waiting for him to get off the train. Nope.... all the way until I realised I was way over horrendously. Just when I realised he got off at that stn... I went to a stn that I used to switch line long long ago. Almost forgotten all about it. It was like about 9 years ago during my first job... I don't have more memory of the rest...... 

1. 有自己的钢琴然后学钢琴。x 2. 有自己的吉他然后学吉他。o 3. 自己养一只猫和狗。x 4. To be a Psychiatrist. x 5. To be a Police. x 6. To be a Pastry Chef. x 7. 去梁咏琪的演唱会。x 8. 有自己设计的小屋子。x 9. 建一个自己的小工厂来做自己设计的作品。x 10. 带爸妈去旅游。x 11. 一个人世界旅游。x 12. 离家出走。o 13. 想买什么书就买什么书。o 14. 买一台自己的电脑还有手机。o 15. 写一本书。ox 16. 写一首歌。ox 17. 到天堂去。x 18. 学游泳。ox 19. 长高and be as tall as Gigi。x 20. The superpower of healing and being invisible. Best is shapeshifter and mind reading. Super strength and telekinesis also not bad. If I can levitate, I can probably fly anywhere. The list never ends. x 21. To be a waitress. o 22. To be an Engineer. o 23. To catch all crimes. x 24. Learn Karate/kongfu. 25. Be a basketball player。shortest ever o 26. Be a billionaire. With lots of money to build a city and with places taking care of children in poverty. Then screw all the bad people. x 27. Be a bad guy someday. The good kind of bad guy who has the secret plan of destroying things for good. x 28. Be a musician. x 29. Be a lawyer. x 30. Be a scientist. x 31. Design a

30 minutes more and it will be expired. 下午贪心的买了很多。结果吃不完。留晚餐吃，可是还饱得很。回家后10点多。赶快拆快递。3 样东西都收到了。好料。然后赶快洗头。。。应为还要等头发干了才可以睡。所以现在才可以吃。11.30pm 了。刷了牙。。。后来才想到还要吃。记忆越来越短。。。

I think these few weeks gotta work til late. Lots of debt. It is all about debt. Sleep debt, work debt. If I don't have sleep debt, I will have work debt. I don't have work debt, I will have sleep debt... Yesterday got off work at 10pm. By the time I reached home, it was 15 mins to twelve. I didn't wash my hair cos it's late, thinking to wash it in the morning. This morning, I totally forgot to wash! I only remember after I reached the mrt...

I have lots of hacks.

Our youngest niece turned 8 not long ago. I didn't know I was 8 when I was 8. Neither do I still sometimes. My sis added her in using my bro-in-law's hp to chat with us for her birthday. She has been chatting with us randomly. How fast time flies but she doesn't who we were though. I haven't seen her for a long time. She doesn't have memory of me. Probably because when I looked after her, probably she was just a few months old. When she travelled to sg for a visit, she was below three to even remember meeting me. When I travelled back, roughly once a year and don't spend a long time together too. Time flies. She can type though but we know she doesn't know who we all were. C-19, we hadn't go back at all... Good that we have a hp. Poor thing, our eldest niece is still alone in the uk. Going back and fro woulf be tough, staying there also tough... sigh...

Monorail 没有等到。等到圆圆的月亮。上个星期四的。可能找一天看日落。

为什么是自动提字是好象。我以前都写好像。还以为换简体了，就变成象。why  man 以前看书可以记得每一本书看到那一页。现在连书的名字都不记得了。我的书签都是用来收藏的。每次都忘了放。想找某些书看。书捐出去了。不记得名字。。。不记得哪一本看过了。怕买了发现是看过的哪一本。。。

Watched Charlie and The Chocolate Factory. It was the first ever book I read from Roald Dahl. I was always reading R.L Stine's Fear Street or Charmed... Until like I was in Secondary 3, this English teacher said it is a good book and asked me to have a go. I liked it. Then after that I read, James and The Giant Peach, and, The BFG. It changed me for a bit especially the Chocolate factory. Probably it contributed to a bit of what I want to be. The movie was out but I never had the time. Just watch it on Netflix yesterday. I can't recall much on what I have read like 20 years ago. I don't reread a book as well... or rewatch a show. If only I have time.

不蓝的天空。 为什么猫可以有，我没有。。。猫的命真好。

我喜欢在雨天的时候弹吉他。不知道为什么雨天的吉他声音很好听。还有睡觉。剩下的最好别下雨。尤其是我要晒衣服的时候。 好象小时候经常画的花。