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 Accidentally bumped into a car while parking. I think while driving, it is best not to hesitate. It is better to go the wrong way than to stop to find the right way. It is better not to consider too long where to park. 

People buy Macbook to spend money, I used Macbook to earn money. If that is not ok, give me the money back because that money comes from that Macbook. The laptops that I have bought was what I used to earn the profits that you have used. If that is not ok, then give me back my money. If I spent on good people, I probably more than happy. To know that after helping and all I get is getting look down on at your lowest point in life, it is not worth it. Took the position that is your position. Maybe I shouldn’t have helped so much. See money more than the one who have helped. Sometimes I can see where that comes from but only when you needed help. When offered freely, you put your doubt. I guess I should look out for myself more from now on instead of giving all of myself and not somebody who would turn around on you. Some more it was someone whom you have cared so much about in the past that they are almost the ones you are willing to give it all.

For that, I have learnt. I should have fussed more. Things have come to past. The future lies ahead blinding the light telling you to see who is there in times of darkness. Is it a moment of truth or is it a moment of weakness? I cannot tell but time will tell. Anyway, not in my power to do anything as well. Sometimes, our characters let us missed out on a lot of chances. I guess same for everyone. A moment of selflessness or selfishness. It was all maybe luck. Let’s just put a full-stops here and don’t cross each other’s path. 

The people from the car incident called. I am just relieved because they didn’t charge me a lot for the hit. Glad they tell the truth as well. Not sure when my luck will run out. What I worry now is my parents. Hope my dad gets better by the middle of the year. 

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