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Bad Guy

 Someone will have to be the bad guy. Someone will always make another to be a bad guy. There is always someone who volunteered to be one or just happened to be one. Haha.

If you have seen a storm, then you will understand why certain structure in a building is necessary to shield you from the storm and not expose you to it. Tired. More like mentally tired. Humans…. 

I always thought I am alien. I am indeed one. An alien with no spaceship, not sure where I came from.

I guess I should leave it at that. Actually mum tried not to fight back today. Was about to praise her but then back to square one when the second one happened. I was the culprit for the second one. Is it because of the new kettle? The new kettle was supposed to help mum from not mentioning about the old kettle. Sigh… Oya… The battery thing. I was turning off the fan. Our fan surprisingly doesn’t have an off button. The off button doesn’t work. The speed of fan was reverse. I wanted to close it but found that it will only closed with the main switch. That’s what I did…. Turned out my bro had a timer on the battery. The fan and the batteries charger were all connected to it. Sigh. My bro asked if someone shut it off. I never have memory of touching the battery today. Then just remember I switch off the fan. Since I remember the fan and light in the toilet were all on together. Maybe it was me. So mum was innocent. Sigh… Never ends. Dad kept on wanting me to be in the office. Do things like I did when I was young. hm… Mum was jealous about dad getting the attention but she hides it. She wanted more attention too. I realised certain things weren’t as it was. Things weren’t exactly as it seemed when you saw it on text. More so, I guess it was hard on my sis-in-law. She got her own mum’s health to worry about. She got three kids to worry about like uni fees and their future. These were on top of everything. Things were more harsh on her. I thought I can come back to share a bit of her burden and also hope things would be better between them. However, seems like things didn’t work out as it seems or things weren’t just as it seemed before we were back. If only we can say things as we like but nope. We don’t. 

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