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 When I went shopping with Mum to buy Chinese New Year decoration, a little girl was looking at the ice cream box while I was paying. After I am done, Mum took an ice cream, passed it to me along with a few dollars. I thought she wanted to eat that so I go along with it. Turned out, she wanted to give it to the little girl. I stopped that. Actually, there are reasons why parents don't buy ice cream for their kids. I knew that quite well but rebel against that. The girl might have condition that ice cream is not allowed so we should not simply give ice cream to kids and some more, the parents not around. It could be allergy which can be life threatening. In the end, I ate it. :P

Remember an instance, I used to buy 20 cents ice tube to a kid of Dad's employee. She kept on staring at the ice cream too so I bought her. I was like 10-11 and the kid was like 5-6 years old. Then while looking after the shop and chatting with the employee, she realized I was the one who fed the kid ice tube. She said no wonder her kid kept on coughing. Only then I realized what I did was wrong. It was that experience making me feel bad. I thought I was doing something good.

I think both me and Mum knew the feeling of looking at ice cream and not able to eat it. Else, she wouldn't do that. Mum though I am unsure why she would have to feel that way. Me, because I am asthmatic.

Allergy or not. I guess no point. 


Dustpan. While thinking about what to buy to clear up the space, we went to buy tools. I don't want to mix with the one in the Kitchen. I bought mainly for the living room and also my parents bedroom. When I got home, Mum actually has one dustpan which was the same as the one I bought. It was metal. Because the plastic ones get broke quite often. There was a small cover that prevents whatever brushed in to fell out. It was also not meant for wet kitchen since it will rust over time with exposure to moisture. 


As to cleaning the floor and table with the same towel? Hm. I am a bit in a dilemma. Actually, if I did it myself, I don't feel dirty. While other people watch, it will be something else. Just like seeing people using their thumbs to put salt into dishes. Will you be able to feel the same if other people are doing it but not you? I would say, if I have to rearrange, I would buy two towels. One for table and one for floor if required. Importance of money and invention.

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