2020

 Doing good to me or using me? Even if you do good to me also didn’t required you to disrespect or undermine me. Ownself so fake said other people fake. Behind talk bad about other people in front smile and praise. Some more about the people who helped them. Couldn’t help look down on them too. I also did good to you so I can undermine you anyhow I like. I merely do what you do to me you already angry. I treated you like a family and respected you but now you lost all the respect so don’t put the fault on me when you break the string first. Some more your character started showing a long long time ago. You didn’t change, you are getting worst. Treat you like gold, you treated me as shit. Once useless, tried to siam as soon as possible. Worst still, putting me as the problem solved all your problems. I also realised why you suddenly unhappy even more than before when I came back. You are worried I would take all that belongs to you. So just prove how greedy you are. I don’t even hav...

 Oh. No wonder she kept on trying to undermine me. Cause she worried I will take over the company. So there was a reason for how she treated me all these while. The law changed. So easily you can change someone. 我的热脸一直贴冷屁股这么久。还以为我做错什么。 原来 backstabbed me a long time liao. I always thought she was in a bad mood only. I didn’t take it to heart like I normally do. Now it seems, I should have take it to heart earlier on then my parents wouldn’t have suffered so much. That time I was still looking for a job. Can anytime come back.  原来拒绝我的帮忙是这个原因。然后继续投诉。

 The selfish one. Just lie more and more. Use how badly you are hurt while you are hurting others despite them helping you. When people retaliate, oh, how hurtful you have been. I saw that. So far, it is always about them. All these years. About them. When you tried your tricks with me, remember, it was me seeing your true colours. Turn the stories all you want. You know what you have done. Everyone needs to be responsible for them. What about the one who never get any concerns? We don’t get to cry. Only they get to. We are not right to even complain. Only they can. Want to see our room before and after? Want to see the work hours I put in? Want to see how sick I was until I finally quit? No. That is not hurtful. They don’t even think we deserve to spend the money we earned. Talked so much. Stuff you bought far exceeds what I bought. How poor thing that you cannot spend all the money I earned? Oh ya, it is because I get to study for my degree. Oh, I get to move to Singapore to wor...

 How we have been “abusing” these people? How they live? How bad of us to let them live like these? Big TV in the room not big enough.  Tuition room provided. How bad of us?  Want to see our room from young til now? See who 好吃好住。You woke up 1 hr earlier than me. But I went to bed 2-3 hours later.

 They can deny everything but my truth can easily be proven. Take out all documentation, it is there. Tell other people I 好吃好住。All these while all we said are good things about her but what she said? Even her colleague tells me I 好吃好住。If I take pictures, who is the one? Who is the one in big houses? Who is the one living in a room with paid rentals? Who is the one working day and night? Yet, the money given to who?  They already 白住。If they don’t cook? then it is 白吃白住。I have to tell this earlier before someone tried to paint us even darker. Already started for a few years.

 A person said she is kind but attack the person who helped her before. Or attacked the people who gave her what nobody gets for free. Entering our family, we welcome her. Everybody has their fair bit of doing work but this person can make it seemed like we abused her. She cooked and eat with us and at the time I was helping. Only 2 days in a week for Form 4 and 5 I would be in extra classes. Me being 8 already helping in the shop or factory. Me being 14, already started cooking for family. I was like Form 2 or 3? From primary 6, I already helping my mum with clearing and washing the dishes while my older sister watch TV. Her hands were peeling and cannot wash. If I have known, I would have complained my hands were peeling too. It did but I did not peel it off that it bleeds. After school, I helped cook and after eat, I went to my mum’s shop or dad’s factory to help. At night, I warm up the meal and after dinner, wash the dishes and packed the rubbish. Always the one who cooked use...