Sleep wake pattern

1.06am, 5.14am, 8.43am, 9.30am…

Everytime I woke up from sleep, took a peek at the time. The sleep was like 4 hrs, 3.5hr, 45 mins… The dream that I felt the longest was actually the 45 mins one. I lost my phone like in a blink while paying for Chicken Rice in a neighbour that I have never been with my older sis and bro. The chicken rice took forever to prepare. Then I walked over to my siblings and ask them to call my phone. It rang for a while and then faded away… Then everything gets blurry and nobody listen to me anymore. I grabbed a few phones that looked like mine. It was purple and not iphone. Some other phone like properly mingle into a phone of different brand using my magsafe power bank… Hm… Then I saw police. A lot of kids then turned up to report things. We all raised our hand for our turns but it was never my turn. Then my siblings were no where in sight anymore. I woke up…

Another was me kept on washing my eyes because of allergic reaction. I kept on washing but it never gets any better. It was also at the toilet at our old place in Tutong. The more I washed, the more swollen it gets. I woke up and my eyes were fine. It was the eye that was good now though. Right eye still a bit tense but was getting better. Always have the habit of rubbing my right eye. I think the reason I couldn’t feel the left eye might be I woke up lying on my left. probably the pillow pressing against my left eye.

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