Expertise

 Should have done more on Material studies. At least I can give that $150/hr consultation job a consideration. Well, could be a scam but I also know there are jobs doing this without scamming. I think I have limited lots of my studies to just working in Sg on jobs people didn’t want to do only. Short term higher pay but long terms. hm… Actually doing jobs that people didn’t want to do is not a perk at all. Why? because why is it a job that people didn’t want to do in the first place? See anything contradicting? Can you do for long? for something that nobody wants to do? took me a while to see it. For your first job, I think the main criteria is to look at how this job will benefit you long term.

Why can you always help people? when you needed help, nobody helped. You put up with it, can get on without help. Yet, people just want you to do their jobs, then reaped what you sow… Sacrifices meaning doing things without getting anything in return or it means giving more than receiving. If you have been getting benefits out of it and still considering it as sacrifice…? 

Actually, I already know what was being communicated. I dropped in a few words. It got through to the other end. 

Whatever it was, I am working out for long terms job and not sacrificing what I can do long term for helping people freely since I am not working now. Since I am not working now does not mean I can do any other job for free. All the more I should use it to do things for the greater goods. Even if it was just resting. I rest with my own salary on hold so the time is mine. I don’t owe anyone and if I chose to use them freely, then it would be my choice. Because I know, there will be nobody who can take care of me inclusive of the companies I worked for and if there is somebody besides me, all they want is me taking care of them. Sigh… Sad life. Who wants to give things freely anyway? If you want, why not give me and not take from me?