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Sacrifice

I can don't eat dinner just to buy keyboard or laptop. One thing that prevents me from buying iWatch or iPad. Either one of them, I might not use it or probably stayed on the shelf. Now I tried to use my macbook pro. Scared I spoilt it if I don't use it. I spent more but it must be worth it. There was once upon a time. I saw a cheap cable. It doesn't really fit my phone. Thereafter, the original cable has problem charging it... It spoilt the port. Not really cheap or expensive. There are people who sell cheap things more expensive so the reviews count a bit. Or the trustworthiness of the shop. Sometimes, they would sell expensive things cheap. That's another story. Normally refurbish or because of cosmetic defect. Especially on sale, they can sell even cheaper than normal while not affecting their performance. One iWatch or iPad or luxury handbags, I can buy dozens of keyboards and mouses. I can switch them for fun. I don't know why I liked keyboards and mouses. They felt like the only thing good in this world. Something to do with psychologically dependent on that. If I have my own house, probably, it will be full of laptops, keyboards and mouses. If it makes work easier and gives you the strength you need when everyday felt like shit, why not. Quality over price should be the term. I wanted an iPad though. I worry it would just be like my other tablet. Barely used except to read guitar tab or books (have not been reading) or Clash of Clans (almost quit already). My current hp felt like going away to heaven already. The touchscreen still working but not the keyboard. Was thinking if the option is really iPad... But economy like not so good. Save it as life-saving money? Or eat less to cut down fats? I already down to 70 kgs few days ago but after eating fast food, gained back everything after weeks of cutting down... Sigh.

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