Jobs

 Recently, saw an ex-colleague passed by while I chope table but I cannot remember his name even though I wanted to call out. I thought I recognise the wrong person then I found his whatsapp and msg him. Well, not all the time I recognised the wrong person! I haven’t seen him like 4 years which I don’t know if that is 4 years because I changed phone. 

After going through some apps that I did while I was doing bootcamp, didn’t really bring up memory cause I kind of forget those times. Seeing the app back, makes me feel like wanting to work with them again. I kind of thinking the current apps building culture wasn’t really what I anticipated. I do hope to work on those apps again. Wanting to make it better. hm… Do you go for interest or go for money? I cannot weigh both. I was thinking to ask God about it. Hm… God, give me a sign.

The database is haunting me… I changed then rush and then change then rush… Sometimes I felt like rushing inefficiently or no sense of what I am rushing. I found Guilt trip is the word.

I sort of hope for a more healthy environment whereby after work means after work. Well, you still feel guilty even though it is after work and I am not working. Everyday, 1 - 2 hr extra, almost like working 6-7 days a week. This month, I tried not to. Well, I hope it gets the feeling away well, it does for a while and the guilt will revenge back at you. Then it wasn’t anything but whatever… Tangled is the word…