A cut away

 

I was this close. To cut away. Today it seemed fine and I can no longer find the cuts but the mark where I cut it still remains. I could have severed the vein that was right underneath. Close call. Remember an event where I accidentally pressed the button of a water boiler while my hand was right beneath the water output. Before I could stop that, the water rushed out. My heart skipped as I would have a doomed hand soon. Instead of scalding hot water coming out, warm water splashed on my hand as I retracted from it. Phew. Nobody used the hot water for quite sometimes so the water that was stuck at the output was no longer hot I guess. 

My boss just messaged me, he approved my leave on the system. I realised he hasn’t last weekend. Anyway, I was too late to do anything. I didn’t check or bring back my laptop for the notification… sigh… Tomorrow got to go back already… SIGH… Someone messaged me about an opportunity again… I duno if I should response. There are lots of opportunities these days, and the offers were good. I wonder what’s behind it though. If I am going to jump from one 🕳  to another 🕳 , why not accepting the 🕳 with more money in it right? I wonder why am I still here when I should be gone by right end of this month…. Uncertainty maybe. and the interviews were what I chose not to go.