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First day no need ART

 I have been testing myself with ART kits for the past 7-8 days. I am fine so I am wondering either my immunity was good, my vaccination is working well or I have Covid before without knowing.


Every single day, no connection, slow connection, password expired, forgotten password… I thought being a Software Engineer I will be dealing with more technical stuff and better technologies but seems like and felt like, even startup might have better tools… Now, I am sharing a license and because of that, if other Engineers using a different style, then you have to follow along. You changed it and it will change back. Sigh… I think I am getting more and more frustrated and it makes the other job like a big pull factor. The only factor that the other job was not what I truly wanted was because it is a less common language. The rest like pay was more than my current one, mentorship provided and remote work on a single project. It is a startup and maybe I don’t have to worry about organisational factor. I am interested in it and I said I am still thinking if I should continue my current job at which the decision will be made end of April. If by then I don’t continue, another month will be over, I am still the same as I am today and probably continuing or not but by then the job opportunities will be gone… Sad life. Mainly, I am tired because overall, the hurdles are really too much. Unnecessary hurdles especially and if they are none, they will make a few. Sigh. 


At the point of signing contract, you agreed to suffer but at the point where you do not wish to suffer any longer, that’s when the contract will break. Each time, a company will make a sufferable contract, and hoping someone will take the suffer. You will always get new employee but not for long. Anyway, I guess just leave it to fate.


Well, today kept on clearing my old UI bugs which I left it after because the most important is the function obviously. Sometimes, writing at a later time makes me think clearer. I will see if my level of frustration will eventually vanquish or even lower by a bit. If really cannot, then I will just move on. Leave it for the one who will take over. As always, someone who always need a job will take it. Hm… SAD

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