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 Clearing leaves. I have applied for Monday and Friday every week. Should have applied one straight goes but then still got things to do so I cleared two days every week. Supposed to clear 1 day a week starting March but it was gone before I could apply any. I suppose this job nature is always like this… Chasing after deadlines. I cannot decide whether to leaving or staying. Pros and cons but I truly wanted to give Start-up a try. I haven’t touch my old code yet. The world is changing. The more I don’t look at it, the more shock I have. Now even kids can code… I think I am lagging behind them liao. The only thing I had more than them is my age and fats. 🤦🏻

I cannot go on like this. How shall I go on was the question? I do wish everything could have start off a bit differently. The balance in everything we do. If you lose it, the ship capsized. If you don’t, the strongest of wind will bring you to your destination at a faster rate. From impedance to become your allies. Life is just like that. You lose the balance and the simplest of things will make you fall. Transparency is everything that I ever seek. Yet, it is the hardest to find. There is always a chain in everything and cannot be as simple as it seemed. That’s what troubling me the most.