火锅

 又吃火锅了，本来说的最后一个是新年的， 结果又吃了。

Certain things felt like a mirror image but followed you at a slow motion. Or more like a recording that lagged. You will only see and hear maybe a few seconds after you moved. Certain times, you felt like that. You have gone through it but if you have not, you won’t know. Until you saw somebody who walked the same steps and you warned them. Well, they still took the same steps as you regardless… just as you did. Sometimes, it happened once and sometimes twice. The worst is after three times still…  And you realized, there is no point. One thing though, if you want antivirus on ur system, you need extra cpu and ram. Because even if the app took a thousand or millions times smaller memory, antivirus will run as high as ever. Even without an app, it will run by itself and get stucked… I felt like anti virus does not do the anti thing. It is itself a virus. Paid virus. 

Back to the laptop, I surrender already. It was even slower after the update. I realized, there is no point yet again. I can understand but I also cannot understand. The time spent to fix the thing, if you calculated my hours of work lost everyday, it is still cheaper to change the laptop. My mistake is to never record the loss time due to computer lagged, startup, shutdown and freezed. It reminds me of Frozen. Let IT GO

It was still in my songs playlist. I laughed when the song played when my brain is going haywired.

Everyday, apart from asking where to eat, another thing is can you connect to blablabla… ? how to connect to blablabla? password expired? account locked? forgotten your password? What was my password? After you changed something then something need to change again. But we are out of time isn’t it? Then everywhere need people. Still, I felt insecure with this job. Partly, I am not Singaporean and secondly, I am new to this industry. It is actually on the other end of the technology I was in. I switched. 

Then, I realised why we failed. Why we were so afraid of losing our job. Then I realised, if we took another approach probably it wouldn’t be anyone’s problem.