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孤单

我想我的孤单不是应为一个人。我的孤单是找不到和我一样想法的人。

他们说他们在解释。可是我看到的是流氓式的攻击掩饰多过解释。不管是语言还是动作都是以权势欺负别人。有可能后面有个很大很大的集团都在做这些事所以可以那么不害怕。纵容自己的孩子去做这些,更是让我觉得有可能走到这一步没有人阻止反而有一群这样的社会养成的鬼类。看不到听不到,可是一直都在。一个被发现其实也不代表所有的坏人都被抓走了。王力宏就算再好,也变成了鬼类。你可以有缺点有秘密,但是伤害到了别人或者以伤害别人的方式解决,就不会是我可以继续支持你的理由了。应为这样就等于支持我讨厌的行为。有些人有后路可以走,可是不是每个人都有。你要让社会改变你还是你要改变社会,都是一个选择。我只是两个都不选。也许在当下你看不到自己做了什么,可是当你往后看的时候,你才会发现自己的正常逻辑已经掉进水沟里了。你以为的正常已经和别人眼中的正常差的很远。有些正常只有在一个人到了极端的状况下以为的。往后看吧。你需要的不是往前看。

如果救不了自己,什么都不是。

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