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出去了一整天

早上4点睡，早上10点起。十一点半出门。一点半吃火锅。吃到饱死了。三点半才吃完。走了一圈牛车水，还是两圈。喝了一杯咖啡冰。好喝。是一家老咖啡店。Nanyang Old Coffee. 是真的老咖啡店。

现在9点半了。打完这些过了十分钟。应该打开电脑加点工，还是烫完衣服睡觉。有时候晚上的想法比较好所以会想晚上多做一点。可是又怕第二天没精神。。。我以后还是要这样过吗？每天都被这些东西打乱了时间。我想下一个工作，可以每天留个时间给自己的吗？自己的时间是没有任何用头脑的时间。睡觉以外。每天把心都放在工作上，以前会很兴奋，现在看到他比看到鬼还可怕。继续这样下去，那种不懂是什么的压力就一直烦我。每天烦。。。 这乱的乱，整齐也乱。。。

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