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无人知晓

我像是 小数点 第几位
存在但 能自动 被省略
也习惯不避嫌
跟你看作一对

Not the whole song but well this part pretty much sums everything up. I am just a decimal place.

好狡猾 好侥幸 好浪费
谁道歉 都虚伪
我们都 是坏人
没筹码 却想赌赢一切
贪图痛彻心扉 找不到施力点
你既是谁 又不是谁

进不进 退不退 又怎样
爱不爱 等不等 都不说
无人知晓 多美




蝴蝶海

呢喃著 唇边的名字
哽咽了 半梦半醒的故事
放开手 滚烫的泪静静地
看着它消逝

那些爱
躲不掉的一场劫难
用力呼吸用力忘记
终究你站在原地



有的时候到了 
无人知晓 可不可怜
就开始觉得还有剩什么是值得的。

我已经不是我了。我已经变成了你。

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