I have been rushing to complete the online course. Weekends, I used two days to complete almost 3 weeks of materials. Some weekdays I spent around an hour revising. Still some quiz I cannot get 100%. I don’t think I am 100% even though I got 100% because the questions were not always the same. It may be just by luck, I knew those questions but the question I didn’t know just nice never asked. There are some quizzes no matter how many times I try always got 1 wrong… hm… It felt like why????? why??????! Now only that one I maxed out the 3 times per day reattempt. Today, I tired liao… Should I leave it at that or continue until I got 100%? Or finish another course then come back at it at a later time? Dilemma but today I needed sleep. Spent too much time on something useless. Anyway, my first reaction to things were why things changed. I created things as it is for it to be workable as I think it should. I expected no changes after it has been finalised but still…. there is always… Why????! Why?!!!! We don’t have time. I actually don’t have much time. Time to sleep. Hope I don’t wake up at 4am again. One time I slept at 11pm. Woke up before 4 am. Force myself back to sleep and woke up before 5 am then sleep again, woke up before 6 am. My alarm is 6:30 am…. Sad. The next day it happened again even though I sleep at 12am… 11pm soon but I couldn’t hold my eyes… I am tired but I cannot sleep…. Even sleeping I felt like I am awake… Sometimes felt like I am still at work… It seemed so real. Then my alarm rang… and time for real work…
I finished doing my wallet without cutting myself. I got a poke from the needle though but it was alright. Only that one time. The rest I found a way to prevent that. The cutting mat has been very useful and now it’s filled with holes. Today I got my first cut of the year. Fengshui’s problem. I was taking something from the dark corner near the kitchen sink at work. Was opening the carton for umbrella. Someone asked me to take. When I was cashier, I normally took it myself instead of calling someone unless really necessary. I have cut away the tape but the tape side sick to the wall so I pulled it and I couldn’t remember but just felt sharp pain on my left palm. My left hand gave way after the cover flipped open and the knife on the right hand slashed my palm. Sigh, I should have close it before pulling the cover. It failed to open the first time so I slide it out to cut a second time but worry it didn’t open and kept it that way. Should have trust my instinct. I also think ...
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