Keep cool and keep calm

I will keep cool and I will keep calm. Function repeat.

There was once I went back home from Sentosa. Taking the MRT. I was pretty tired and it was pretty late. I could have taken a taxi but I felt carsick these days especially from Sentosa. During COVID and first few months of work, the mrt was almost empty. When it was my stop to alight, I woke up. I looked around, the cabin was quite empty. Most have gotten off. There was an indian guy who sat across me. An indian lady seated beside me. I wondered why. There were so many space and why? She was almost leaning quite close but not touching. When I got off, she and the other guy also stood up to get off. Hm... Then she walked over to the guy and they knew each other! Oh I realised. There maybe two outcomes. One, they were up to no good. I checked my bag, wallet, phone, keys, all there. Nope. It's all there. Two, the lady was actually worried I would fell off my seat because I was sound asleep and nobody beside me. That's why they didn't sit together. They were wearing slippers, short pants and shirts. I think good people still exist.

I just thought about them from time to time or whenever I took the MRT.

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