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 I stabbed my hand before with a scissors. Also same left hand! I just realised when I looked at the scars. I was cutting the strap holding on to my water bottle. It made washing difficult so I just wanted to cut it away but the material was too good. Normally how I used the knife and finally my scissors, it wouldn’t cut through. I guess I grew impatient and one wrong move, it slipped through the bottle and onto my palm. Ow… I think that was when I got my interview for my first software engineering job. I also lost my spec while I have bring home assignments to complete. Then, I got the job… Maybe this time too? Not sure but I just think either these two full time jobs else March would be another part time. I wanted to try baking job. The real type of making desserts cuisine. Since I liked to eat desserts so much and price is rising high, I guess it is always good to learn something then when price rise, I don’t have to buy it. I can make to gift others as well. Then make with less sugar or the sugar level people liked. 

Either when many things happen is to ask me to go or accept, I can never tell. Guardian angel, if you are still there with me, protect me if you have always been. Save me from evil.

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