2020

I got it all working already, then one of the ui not updating error message on first check... Sigh... The problem with using library is the amount of unknowns written. The same form on another flow actually worked... Same code but work on one form but not the other. Felt bad... I can see the red box but not the message... Sigh, shouldn't have edit the template. Done till 3am yesterday... Just for the ui... The shitty ui. The thing that I regretted the most was to use the UI lib instead of writing my own. At least I can figure out where my code went wrong... Now not even sure what is blocking the message from showing. Previously I did The news were out... No personal laptop. I have to use the shit laptop. Anyway, will do so once I completed the whole thing. Else, not even sure can do the touchup on time or not. See if it can run my lite app that is so heavy now. That will be my last liao. I don't want to use this laptop. So many issues given to me. Should I be moved. sigh...

Sigh. Words or not. Conflict of interest. Everybody different channel. Just like the radio. Sometimes Chinese, then English, or listening to both at the same time. Tuning the knob that always overshot. A lot of people are looking for job. I am tired. I have seen the posibilities... I have seen a person within 3 hrs making a pokemon app when I first joined a coding event. Even following was hard. I am looking forward to that but somehow... I am still no where near. Should I???

I seriously suspect my weighing machine recognised me. The moment I stepped on it, it was always 72.2 kg. 20 sit-ups day and night, well, sometimes day only, has felt like no effect. In addition to that, I only ate McD like once or twice a week instead of everyday. Good news was my Tab S2 is still working. I managed to remove the sticky surface coaint from the back case. The original non-slip coating has disintegrated over time and felt sticky without the cover. I spent sometimes on weekend to scrap the sticky surface off. It did came off and now it is still not sticky :) I used a plastic fork to do that. How wonderful was the fork and I always got cut by it was not a coincidence. It means that it is a good fork apart from being sharp. Material used should really be considered more thoroughly. After scrapping, I used rubber eraser and dettol alcohol spray to clean it. The fork was really the greatest help.

In the end, what people don't understand is the same thing that we don't understand. Well, it was actually the words that we used. The remarks that we have made unknowingly that maybe a great demotivation or worst, to avoid. If there is no praise or rewards for all the things done, it's ok. There is always salary to compensate that but if this compensation worth less than all the work done. Nobody will think it is worth staying at all. Appreciation can means many things. Accusation can means many things too. If you bring things to court, at the very least, both parties speak. Outside the court, it is all jungle. It is full of unknown.

It is 11:25pm. The car alarm has been ringing for like the past 5 mins... and it sounded like a century. The whole world can hear but not the owner. Maybe the owner knows. Just so if it is ringing, it means his car was not stolen. It was there ringing as always. It seemed to be from the block literally 1 football field away. How I know it was 1 football field away? Because there is a football field right outside my windows. Close to 10 mins.... The world economy is affected... Well, I was in 3 jobs whereby they were still hiring when everyone was firing. Hm... Sigh... I like the new UI for this blogspot while typing. It seemed like they have updated it. It wasn't so smooth previously. I did face some issue previously but in the end I used my Pixel phone to write. Sigh... Not sure if they fixed the upload photos issue or not. Maybe now they are focusing on iPhone as well which previously they were not. Free stuff. Considering the stuff I bought for my work... Sounded pathetic. I...

All the past effort of optimising it has gone down the drain. Waste of my time and effort. I guess more or less it will be like this in the future. Sigh. I broke the cycle to add more. Now like a spider shitty web. The code also shitty. I was thinking to improve it more rather than break it and let it become worst than previous. Sigh... Just let it be..

Maybe should ask dad when will he start his farming or when will he be able to solve his current problems. Maybe he was right all these while. BUT well should be long long time ago

 The library version that I used when I first started was quite outdated. Only about a year had passed since I last updated it. To use one of the UI, there is a binding error with the older version. There is somehow two ways to solve it. Edit the current old version as a feature that will do what the new version does. That involved quite many things to edit. Sigh. Sometimes, writing your own is faster than editing the errors of others. Second way is to update the current version. That might have solved some errors but might overthrow other UI that I have already added or edited or tweaked. I did the latter and that’s what happened. All the errors that never comes up before using this version popped up… My background different colour and some UI running loose. Anyway, the updated version also have some errors… Sigh… I used the older version but then after sometimes of editing the code and some were c#7.3 code and there were quite a lot of unnecessary UI features to edit to begin wit...

 It was another Thursday. Another Thursday with things happening. Forensic skill, it all happened on a Thursday. Something that people done on Thursday must be pretty wrong. Also, it’s in the morning.  I don’t learn one thing then implement to all. You still have to assess what was learnt was applicable to the situation. Multi threading or concurrency have to be used carefully. If not handled properly, it is worst than using single thread. Gate definitely should not. It is used to assess the criteria of each person going in. If we use multithreading, meaning, before this process of validation finished, you proceed to validate another. When both occurred together, which one has gone through and which one has not. Do both of them enter or which is the correct person to enter or reject? Anyway, AV or Windows were also written by human, why nobody suspect their bugs? Like after installing AV, the pc that has been running for a year crashed. High cpu and ram usage. Also, can AV run...

  There is food. Got fresh grind chilli too. After eating, felt lazy… sigh… got things to complete. Actually I should make a habit of getting off at 6 pm. Finished eating around 8 pm. Shower and everything. 8.30 pm. Then I will have about 2.5 hours to 11pm. That’s just nice if I want to add things to my program. Change smaller things just need a bit of time. Edit or Add, I need a timeframe of 2 to 3 hrs. If I got home an hour late, I will only have 1 to 2 hrs. Not really enough. If I got quiz to finish, I have even less… I think half an hour make a big difference…

 Update took about 30 mins. I think I don’t care. Just use the one that I have. I lazy to wait a few hours. Wasting time only. Click open solution. Open Candy Crush. Finished one game, the VS loaded and the cursor still in circling mode…. Open my blog to complain about it… Ah. Finished starting up. Idiot. Have been setting up, downloading and everything… Finally can open. Next ste is hope that it can run… else I cry. Now almost 11:05pm. Have been doing this since 8:00++ pm

 After installing VS2022 on the working old shit laptop, I realised I shouldn’t. The code that I need to work with probably wouldn’t work with it. Some of my old code in my current program actually got obsolete code already. Imagine if I use that to run that old code. Anyway, my c drive has been cleared previously so there are more things I need to install and configure… Office I have to use my own hotspot…. sigh…. Anything to do with installation, I have to wait until I was home to do so… else later crash their LAN. That’s already a security issues liao. People just connect to your LAN and ur company network go down…..Anyway, bad people make good people suffer. That’s a true life story. Might need to install the vpn or whatsoever. I don’t really remember. Simple work also have to do until like this. It wasn’t the work that’s hard. Half the time is figuring this company system out. Login logout and still there is security issues… Sigh… That’s the most tiring. Vs2019… hope it only t...

 I have been rushing to complete the online course. Weekends, I used two days to complete almost 3 weeks of materials. Some weekdays I spent around an hour revising. Still some quiz I cannot get 100%. I don’t think I am 100% even though I got 100% because the questions were not always the same. It may be just by luck, I knew those questions but the question I didn’t know just nice never asked. There are some quizzes no matter how many times I try always got 1 wrong… hm… It felt like why????? why??????! Now only that one I maxed out the 3 times per day reattempt. Today, I tired liao… Should I leave it at that or continue until I got 100%? Or finish another course then come back at it at a later time? Dilemma but today I needed sleep. Spent too much time on something useless. Anyway, my first reaction to things were why things changed. I created things as it is for it to be workable as I think it should. I expected no changes after it has been finalised but still…. there is always… W...

 I thought I can go on diet tonight. Aunty messaged me at work cause she cooked dinner.  It felt good after a day of work but I think after I finished this, the new company shirt, not sure if I can still wear or not. Yesterday it was quite fitting already… :(

 To me, actually it doesn’t matter if people come late or people actually leaving. I still do the things that I needed to do. If I cannot, I will leave too. The world will always run without anyone. If it fails, it just fail until another who can make it work will come. Late or not, I am working with the time I felt comfortable with. There are people who are late or they are people who are early. Each has their own task to do but if you didn’t know what task? hmm, too bad. There are people who worked day and night. There are people who went there and probably passing each day peacefully unnoticed as it went by. There are people who went there acting a few shows. There are people stuck with more problems than they should. There are people who just kept on meeting and meeting and meeting from the moment they stepped in and until they left. There are people who were constantly roaming around. There are people who fight with customers and suppliers on a daily basis and probably own col...

  I admitted that sometimes I am a stupid idiot. But not all the time. Gonna keep my mouth shut 😶

 As for energy saving. Actually a lot of what we did weren’t really necessary. We used air conditioner because outside is hot. The heat could have been used to generate cool air. When not needed then don’t. We ironed our clothes. Iron that we used was about 2600 W. My fan is like 35 W. Smaller fan less than that. Bigger fan about 50-60 W. How many fans can 2500 W operate? We washed our clothes to keep it clean but we ironed our clothes for work. High maintenance clothing etc were really energy consuming. So if we want to save energy just by looking at ironing of clothes or just simply the need to wear high maintenance clothes to every working people can already save quite a lot of energy. There are shirts that don’t need ironing. 1 household saved 2600 W. Every working people already how much. Washing clothes that required less water? Also less energy. I can see certain people still needed to wear suits. How hot that must be although it looked good? How much energy will be required...

      I am not happy. Sigh… keep cool and keep calm. No matter what happened, you already knew it and you can deal with it.

I will keep cool and I will keep calm. Function repeat. There was once I went back home from Sentosa. Taking the MRT. I was pretty tired and it was pretty late. I could have taken a taxi but I felt carsick these days especially from Sentosa. During COVID and first few months of work, the mrt was almost empty. When it was my stop to alight, I woke up. I looked around, the cabin was quite empty. Most have gotten off. There was an indian guy who sat across me. An indian lady seated beside me. I wondered why. There were so many space and why? She was almost leaning quite close but not touching. When I got off, she and the other guy also stood up to get off. Hm... Then she walked over to the guy and they knew each other! Oh I realised. There maybe two outcomes. One, they were up to no good. I checked my bag, wallet, phone, keys, all there. Nope. It's all there. Two, the lady was actually worried I would fell off my seat because I was sound asleep and nobody beside me. That's why the...

 SIGH.

 If Shopee change products view to slide of 4, I will straightaway uninstall the app. I am going to implement this useless design… More work and no values… sigh… If it is slower, I don’t care liao.