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In the end, the movie was in Chinese but the lips were cantonese. Anyway, don't forget to see til the end at the risk of missing the last train but nope, managed to catch up.

I have been thinking to change my big laptop to a mini pc.... my bag is too heavy. The Laptop is like 3 kg and the ac adapter almost 2 kg. Almost like carrying rice bag everywhere. Why not just put a mini pc at the office? Cost about 1k excluding the monitor and everything else but the office already have monitor and I brought the keyboard already. The problem is onsite though :( To carry also ok actually, it's like 1kg. Just worry too much movement may spoil it.

 Well, this is a weird job. Weird contract. Everything is weird. Imagine a cheque with no number written given to you but we are the one giving the blank cheque. I do wonder how money is earned.... Just hope it wasn't a sinking ship. Too bad, I gave up the chance to the one with mentorship. Learning by trial and error wasn't that bad. Just a bit uneasy with how development and commercialisation on 1 line. Unfair to beginners and then the world would say what's unfair. Actually, I am not afraid of spending more time on projects because eventually I will figure them out. What I cannot stand was the laptop and there are no urgency that I have a 8GB RAM DDR3 and HDD... The people who say that is enough doesn't use them. No clear cut requirements. Why should I do the job? Anyway, all the tactics, it's everywhere but then all I wanted to do was coding. The peace of it. If there is none, why shall I continue on. Not someone to put the blame on. Just to know, a ship will sink no matter how big it was if care was not taken care of. Just hope it doesn't and this wasn't the wrong choice. People can do coding more than we know of. Why would people buy third party. I don't know. Trust? reliability? After all is lost, then there is none. How it ended like this, none knows. I am just disposable / temporary so with or without, I am extra.

One good thing, thank god I go for the online course to know what some hardware was.... But was a bit suspicious of something. 

Saw a news about a man hiding in a cave to read books. Well, now I felt like finding a cave. Hope the cave have electricity and internet for me to do coding. Hope there is a toilet. There is a door and a bed. Hm.... Sounds nice. 

Was suppose to go for Bowling event and we did but then too many people so we left after eating food and played a bit. Missed two buses... 😂. Just at the right time missed buses. Ended up watching a movie after I saw Gigi in one of the movie. I guess the movie story lines not doing any better. The letters were too big that I can't see actually. haha. I went for her Chinese song mostly but she sang mostly cantonese nowadays. That's her mother tongue so probably she felt better singing with it. 

Today in the toilet, before I entered, heard a lady coughing. Throughout, she cough. Bit by bit. Pretty distracting. After I left, she was still inside and the consistent cough. I wonder if it was Covid. I think I can hear the cough to determine whether it's a covid cough or normal cough. I used to cough since young that it became a habit. I stopped after realising it was a habit after getting a flu. Covid cough was dry based on the sound by people who got covid and cough. The people in the mrt. Some felt like that but some felt like coughing so you won't get near them. Good tactic. If you get well fast after covid, is it really covid? Can our common flu become Covid? The definition is dry.


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