2020

 I broke all my quota for this week on this first day of the week… I had McDonalds. In the end never get to eat 50% McSpicy. Didn’t make the minimum sum. Ordered and forgotten to select no McChicken Sauce… I have done it so many times only when the final one, I have not. I fed up. If I have to make the minimum sum, I would end up with more food and then it would be more expensive than I usually eat. I just had the 7.70 McSpicy meal with Fries and Ribena. Then have a cup of Coconut Fresh Milk at Mr Coconut after buying things from Watson. Once per week quota reached. Should I increase? I found myself getting heavier even though I have exercise. Haha. Muscle aches everywhere…

 While buying things online, I accidentally bought one wrong size along with my other purchase. I bought leggings for exercise. The item was added without choosing a size when only 1 size is available. The super long name cut off and you won’t see XS. Design issue one. It doesn’t matter how well the UX is. The minimal is the information being shown correctly. I bought them while comparing a dozen other shop and finally paid for it. I realised 1 item was XS while my other item was L. L is correct. Quickly asked for a Return/Refund. The information was not very clear also. A long description and none was useful.  There are a few faq and a few pages. None with instruction that I can follow without clicking on every link. I cannot click on the link or I cannot paste. Last one I had was a bag with Shopee to return. Last week, it was the XS Legging. Shopee one after much negotiation, they follow up with arranging a pick up for me. Packaging and printing labels. How familiar is that....

 Dad called me last night. Then asked about what job I am doing. I told him Software but he didn’t know the term. He gets most of his things done without for many many years until the era where mobile phone became known. Then I said it has something to do with computer or phone. He asked me why my mum’s phone always gets disconnected from the TV after sometime while watching with cast. I told him I don’t know about that. Even if I did the programming, I programmed it to connect but wouldn’t program it to disconnect.  😎 I have become somebody that I really hate. haha His Passport also expiring soon and with the land border only opening up around beginning of Aug, quite troublesome now.  I managed to set off at 6:30 am from home. Had breakfast and reached Kranji at 7 am. Then reached City Square around 8 am. Lucky the queue was not that long. Never queued for passport at both Sg and Msia Custom. I did walk a little bit more when the bus dropped us at Sg Custom. Walk is fas...

 I had durian the night before. The next day felt a bit drunk. Eyes felt hot. Hadn’t realise making a passport took so long in Sg. I have applied like a month and a half ago and I woke up out of a dream at 2:40am. Decided to take a look at the appointment slot available. Yup, it is available but 1 Sept which is 2 months plus from now. Ask here and ask there and finally realised, I can do those in Malaysia faster. Gotta make a trip down to JB this week. Nobody can tell if I can make it within a day so decided to take Friday off. At least if Friday, I cannot collect, I still have Saturday and Sunday. Worst is Monday. Not using so many day leaves. Hassles were because procedures kept on changing.

世上也应该要有阿姨叔叔节吧。有些人不是爸爸也不是妈妈，但他们也给了很多帮助。而且没有必要的时候，他们也给了。

哥和姊都会回去替爸妈还有侄子过生日。我的护照已经一个多月没有消息了。写了电邮给他们。结果说一天只有几个位置。而且位置是每天十二点凌晨才开。要抢。。。都没有说。。。第二是可以回马来西亚办。可是要是出了什么事，可能回不来。 妈今天生日，侄儿过两天，爸下个星期。每年的这个月如果有假期就会回家。已经两年没有回去了。如果我是鸟不知道要飞多久可以到。那个Back to the Future 在2015年就有可以飞的车了。我们都在2022年。还过了一半。 其实我那么担心中国那里群打人的事干嘛。可能哪里都有。我比较怕黑的警察。黑道当然也怕。Because it would be legal when doing something illegal. No comparison. Or there are people who do things legally and becomes illegal too. The world always a good balance but which one will you choose. I wonder if animal got police animal and gangster animal. 什么时后才有白道。黑的不怕白。白的怕黑。 我也很爱投诉。我发现大家都爱投诉。哈哈哈。

 I bought a Targus bag but it was defective so I requested for return and refund. For me to take a day off and go to another side of the country just for an exchange was too much. I wouldn’t buy it online if I had the time to shop at the shop. If I have time, I don’t have hands to carry. Good enough, Targus and Shopee arranged for the return via ninja van. I did the packaging though. Lucky I never throw or remove the tag and plastic bag. It was last Tuesday since I returned it but haven’t receive the refund yet. Today, Aunty and Sis went to church. Guess what. They were giving away Targus bags. Maybe Targus donated to the church. I lost something but got it back the other way. It was also bigger compared to the one I bought. If I got my refund back, probably the next time Aunty go church again, then I will donate it back. hahaha. Will I get double back. hehehe. Just kidding. That’s the 😈 talking. I guess if I got it, I must return in someway that I can. If you take something that ...

Did the 2nd Kilometer. Was thinking not to eat anything else for dinner after a sweet potato. Well, I ended up eating instant kimchi ramen… Things does get harder as you grow older. hehehe. I think I need another fitness mat. .. wonder why most mat costed 20-30 dollars… sigh… pocket hole..

To focus totally on digital stuff is just as important as focusing on non-digitals. With digital stuffs, you achieved highest efficiency possible to make things. Precision. Spend the same amount of energy but achieving more. The focus and the goal that needs to match. If technologies have been misused, it is a waste. One thing we should think about is how to put technologies into life and not create things that's not necessary. Like a lot off social medias. It wasn't so enjoyable when it all comes to like. You have a number of post you have to make and whether it is brainless or meaningful or not, to keep your levels. It seemed pretty wasteful. Those who wants to speak their mind don't. People don't share what benefits the world but what benefits the number of likes and the level of membership. You have to keep on using whether you need it or not then ended up spending a lot of time on it.  I think tomorrow onwards, I really need to stop using shopee or lazada unless ne...

 每个人都有一个。只是到最后你会发现，假想敌就是自己。

 结果你昨天来到我梦里了。我就说嘛。你还是温温的。 早上有两只鸟在树上飞来飞去然后有对话。如果是Morse code，鸟一 是 _， 鸟二是 . . Just like that, chirping _ .._.._.. I wonder what they were talking about. Do they complain about others or do they talk about the worms they ate or which tree has the best nectar if they were having. Do they complain about the human they met or do they laugh at them… Hm… What do they do all day except to find food to eat.

 今天想起了你。你总是等着我的眼神。可是我总是离你远远的。如果你还在或者出现在另一个还有我的世界，我们可以再见。我想我会抱着你不放。其实就算没有最后一面，可是我们曾经遇见。你也从来没有离开过我的世界。不管是人还是狗，你走进了我的世界。看见阿姨的狗的照片。原来她曾经有长得像你的狗。她也会等在门口，等着她们回家。如果是我，有多痛苦。你每次看到我们，好像都在微笑。兴奋的冲向我们。我现在就更想哭了。陪你的时间最少，你却还会记得我还有喊你回家的声音。每次都是身上都是泥巴。曾经有你，好开心有你，让我妈生气。应为你把她种的种子都挖了出来。还有捣乱她拔草的时候。让我爸开心的大笑。每次都不听话。你走了以后，他也想你了。他一直找像你一样的狗。结果找错了。你是独一无二。就算看到长得和你一样，可是他不是你。就好像我可以认得你。你的眼神就好像你是一个顽皮的人。 其实活到几岁都一样。没有绝对。时间到了還是要離開的。不一定活得越老就越好。想死的人一直活着。想活著的却一个个离开。上帝可能觉得想活着的人可能已经知道生命的意义所以带他们走了。而不懂的继续上课。或者不想活的人其實看得太開了，死不了。像是擔心考试，擔心工作， 担心家人。要死的人，懶得擔心这些吧。应为已经准备好了。 我想健康不是过得多好。而是有多看得开。最重要的不是最後一面而是每天都看得見。如果忘了見面，最後一面也補不了什麼。如果你还活在我们的回忆里，会不会比最后一面好呢。Tonki，Maxy. Once upon a time, there was a brown, frowning dog named Maxy. Then, there was a white, smiling dog named Tonki. I named it after Chocolate Tronki. Removed the R. It was also my favourite Professor of Hogwarts. Tonks. The hair was fluffy, that’s the similarity. One would chase everybody away and another would hide when scared. They both looked at me the same way though. Bot...

 I knew what will make me sick so most of the time, I avoided.  Today sneezed the whole day and now my head hurts . There was a bit of a drizzle which I didn’t realized until I look on the floor. I knew that if I was caught by the rain then I will surely get sick so I avoided. No matter where I go, there is an umbrella in my bag and even when my bags were really heavy. Unless I know the way that I will go is sheltered. Drink a cup of water first thing in the morning. Although it is good to do exercise, sometimes I am just lazy but I will still do if I had the opportunity. I will walk home if I realised I ate too much unless I carried a lot of heavy things. Anyway, too much exercise or extreme exercise regime will lead to heart attack. That’s what I found out while watching Discovery Channel. Comparing to athlete, an athlete can get heart attack more than one who do moderate exercise. Well, lucky I am not so into doing such extreme exercise.  One thing I know for sure, eve...

  Technical Support Fundamentals. The estimated completion time is 8 months. I started a week and a half ago. Hope the last 60% not going to hold me up for 7.5 months. I realised, there are tonnes of things I didn’t really understand despite having a mere recall of what I have learned from Secondary School but mainly by heart. All for the test but never for how things actually worked. I have a computer and I can click without knowing those things. I realised, this course is really worth it until things start to ask me refer this link and that link and I ended up in Wikipedia. I realised, I have not been using the freely available resources much and it has been available long ling time ago while I still think textbooks were best. Only after I have a course with Coursera 7-8 years ago, I realised the power of googling. Another power of googling, google the right way otherwise, it doesn’t really work. I hope to learn more. I think the problem lies with, working on the problem but not ...

 I tried on Saturday. I think I have not been exercising. These simple exercise seems like the normal things that I used to do but then today, still have aching muscles… My legs especially. Maybe I have overstretched them.  Ring-fit costed SGD 71. It was 86 when I saw it early morning (normally 109) and I quickly ordered before it’s gone. In the afternoon, during lunch time, seeing my colleagues stuff were cheaper at Lazada, I took a look for it. Guess what?! 71! That’s like a good 10+ dollar.  More than a set of McSpicy. More than a set of MOS Wagyu Burger. I can top nuggets for that… Ok. Just so everyone know, I have spent too much and I need to have more resistance to temptation. I was wondering, most if my stuff was electronics. I was thinking to assemble my own computer… hehe. not kidding but will skip that for a moment. What if one day, the world has no electricity? I only have a bed, a chair and clothes. I have a guitar that works without electricity but my guitar ...

 Today has been a really reckless day for me. I was so happy to bring my UGREEN usb c to HDMI adapter and my mouse… Dark clouds on the sky and it hasn’t start to rain yet. Meaning I have to be quick before the heavy rain falls. As I closed the door, I looked at the clock which was 7:20 am (I was 10 mins earlier than usual. I walked to the lift, down and out of the lift, I checked my card and keys which were all in the side pocket of my backpack.  Something didn’t feel right. My bag was light but that’s because most of the things, I have moved them to the office. I took out my umbrella because the floor was wet but I wasn’t sure if it’s raining, walked across the badminton court, I saw the bus arriving. I ran across the road, with the barrier, I had to walk the longer way but I was on time to get on the bus. The bus also waited a little and behind me was another lady rushing over as well. These days bus driver would wait if they saw you and the bus wasn’t that full. Grateful fo...

 The guys who attacked the girls were all caught. In another cases, the police actually called the other girls who were attacked by this similar gang was told to drop the case and removed her video and audio recording. Let’s say if this girl who were attacked knows how to protect herself and not injured by these guys, will she still gets the justice back for being attacked out of nowhere? What if there was no video coverage proving all these, will she gets the same thing. Another keyboard warrior commented on the post and said if the girl didn’t reject, she wouldn’t get beaten up. She should just get along with the crime… hm Then another case, the police asked if the 12 year old rejected the three 27-28 years old. The case did not get any follow up because the guys said they didn’t know she was 12 years old and the police ask if she did resist, which she said she did but without much evidence of injuries or they did not proceed to provide medical checks instantly when the girl and ...

出门还是不出门都会被坏人盯上。其实发生了对任何人都会对生活有影响。有些人甚至没有了性命或。活下来有可能残疾。伤害别人的人，有些会悔改，有些逍遥法外继续伤害他人， 有些受到法律的惩罚但不知道出来后，会干什么。悔改还是继续做恶。 可是想想，如果做为任何人，没有办法得到法律的帮助，也失去了自己的生活或生命。那一开始，就应该用生命去反抗。要有预备的如果哪一天遇到这种人，就算我死没关系，但我会把你也一起带走。就算是失去自己但是我至少把一个坏人给带走了。他或她不会再去害人的想法也不错。应为遇到你或妳的人生本来就被影响了。还管什么后果。保护好自己还有身边的人才最重要。警察也不可能24小时都在保护你。也不是有警察，遇到这种事，你就会没事。 Peace or no peace, start from each and everyone of us. Shall we go backwards and civilisation means nothing, why bother. For girls, if what we do or what we wear caused the chaos against us, maybe we shall need to change ourselves. What about wearing like the above.  or wear like a Ninja 🥷. It covers everything and we have a sword. Well, by strength, we were at a disadvantage. All the maniac acts of people wielding knife started to make sense. hahahaha. I think it is kind of cool. A bit heavy and everything and the weather in Singapore before we can protect ourselves, we probably get heat stroke and killed ourselves first. Sorry, no ridiculous reasoning for w...

 Things I bought for work. Another addition of $18.60 to the lost count of things that I bought for work. USB C to HDMI adapter has ARRIVED. Previously, I bought a hoco. and it is working fine still but too bad Shopee and Lazada don’t have them. I bought UGREEN then. I am attracted to name with colours on it. Hehe. Need one at the office so that I have less thing to carry back and fro of home. I bought another ergonomic mouse. My hand could go numb from using the mouse. Actually I have hand numb issue since young. Writing makes my hand numb. Not sure if that is normal but I do practice. I am not entirely sure if that is right hand only. When I used my left, I can write for a long long time even though the hand writing looks bad.  Bought soldering iron and tools set. Bought HDMI to mini port display x 3. One not working anymore and that’s why I bought another 2 (UGREEN $7.48 and IVANKY) because the working laptop needed it to display on another monitor. Bought a portable monito...

 This year is all about fulfilling what I have not done. Hope to complete the guitar course I have joined like long long time ago but never complete. I got myself a classical guitar which is really not suitable also. I was thinking should I sell it and get an acoustic guitar. Partly because my fingers were short and acoustic is narrower although a bit painful and you get thicker finger tips skin. Well, I really want to improve it. Felt like getting worse. At first, I found it too easy to read note and play but now even simple one seems difficult. Truth is without practice, you will eventually forget that muscle memory. Although it is hard to unlearn riding a bike but you will not be as stable as before after a long while not riding one. I cannot decide what guitar is best… Reviews were like everywhere but don’t mean anything… Is Yamaha FS830 good? I felt like it is but then some review was good but some so so

 Suppose to do 1 week materials in 2 days but today rushing to do something, so have to do some work at home. In the end no time for the course. Hope to finish it in a month… If kept on happening like this, probably late. IT stuffs that I should have learned long long time ago but never did. Wished I have done it earlier.

 “Mist”ery If only, I came across this earlier on.

 … The last page was the worst part. I did a lot of webbings. Hope people going to like it if they need to edit the code. I hated my own code. Ugly pieces. It is always possible to code but sometimes I didn’t really want to when you spent a lot or time, showing something so trivial… Argh…

 I signed up for a course today. While I was at it, I got too excited. I think I cannot sleep now. Good thing? heehehehe. Got to wake up at 6:30 and now it is 12:42 am… Less than 6 hrs sleep. I worry it would be bad.