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I felt like I am in a fog. Suddenly I just use another block to remove the previous function and that can be solved more easily. I realised what I know is a weapon, actually should just keep it to myself, and why tell as if it doesn’t worth a thing. I paid for the course and mostly learn from scratching the surface.

Shit code. I haven’t truly found any code that is written in a good manner as a role model. As how every lectures state. Doesn’t it look like any regular code. Or I have the wrong understanding. Mine too, not to say. Does the practice that some Engineers brag about really exist in this universe. Otherwise, why I never truly met any who does that? Good code, good maintenance, good whatever. So far all looked similar. Worst thing is when I carry on with a function that was done by a senior and the tester actually commented that why and it shouldn’t be that way. hm… I wonder if I passed on the code to another of what I have done and I listened to that comment, what would I feel. I shouldn’t have tell easily when people don’t. Safe guarding the knowledge but if you are someone who are willing to collaborate. Find me. 

Enough… need to change the code on the email thing. Previously there are two ways. I chose the one that is done currently. New design was the second way. I think I learnt a lot of what not to do for a project more this way or how to collaborate next time probably. Hope it doesn’t bring a whole new problem for me. Wfh is like The Time Machine. the clock is ticking and you are where you are yesterday, the day before and probably tomorrow.

Today, felt like every other day. Maybe will do the code for another hour. If you are misunderstood, don’t explain, it will make things worst. just let it go. People who understand will understand but you can’t change whatever that has been set in people’s mind. Even though, I know they know it too but just won’t admit. in this modern world, that is your camouflage but sometimes when I am in that, I felt without it, I bear less burden. 

I paid about 90 for 10 ART test kit. Today news said they will reduce. I haven’t took the one company gave me cos seems like not enough especially to those who keep going to the sites. Previously I bought 5 for 52 dollars though. Thought that it is cheaper but it is going to be cheaper. Hello, if I buy two sets, I can buy another monitor. I buy 10 sets, I can almost buy another nintendo.