2020

 My weight has gone down to 66.7 kg this morning. Phew. I think that is the lowest since like 4-5years ago. Brunei is giving me a headache. Anything also cannot buy online… Sad. Finally found one then the price like kept on changing. Yesterday the purifier was like 300+. I bought for 200+ in SG. Today, it skyrocketed to 600++. That’s double the price. As I go back and forth, the price could go up to 800++. What’s happening? If I were there, I could have gone to the shop and buy directly. Sigh. Too bad, I am back here. The trip was cancelled because the court was delayed and my Dad need to rearrange everything. Did I really make a wrong choice? If I were to stay back and help, would everything still be the same as it is? Not the choice I made this Jan but long long time ago. Then would mum and dad still be ok? Hm. I doubted so. I believed it could be worst based on how things work back home. 

 Dad likes to wake up early and go for breakfast. Mum likes to sleep late and wake up late. Dad like air conditioning. Mum scared of cold. Dad is Chinese educated. Mum is English educated. How did these two person got married and have kids… As you grow old with that someone in life, do you wake up early or late? Someone has to give in? Like either Mum wakes up late and Dad followed or Dad wakes up early and Mum followed. In the end, we are all born into this world and why shall we give in to our way of living? I preferred sleeping late on some days. Especially weekends. I preferred a good breakfast and a plan to wake up early. So? Sigh. Humans. I am just passing by earth and then be gone with the winds as the time come. As if I were never here. 

 I am 67.3 kg now. Ok. Good progress. Maybe plan 2 morning run per week. I have done once so far. hm. Why do people have to make people life hard. The norm is always hurting your body and other people’s body. 

 KKKO I was on the bus to work. Funnily, two guys seated right behind my row was talking about bloated stomach and health when working. Over eating and what food they eat was bad. So, this wasn’t my problem only. I guess a bloated stomach is definitely something to do with eating wrongly. I stopped drinking 3 in 1 just to try out what food causing what. I now drank none ice, no creamer and no sugar water. Only drink Kopi O Kosong to keep myself from getting headache. Yesterday inly drank one so when I reached home, I have to make myself 1 after I felt headache during meal around 8pm. Start a bit if coding around 9pm and then stopped at 11:55pm. Well, from what I have tried, I don’t have bloated stomach ever since I quit my job. Could be the food, could be the same time I quit drinking 3-in-1 or 2-in-1. Cutting down sugar already like made a bit of difference. Cutting down creamer, totally good. I switched to drinking milk with Coffee but only once per day. In the morning, so I can ...

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 The program so far is good. A bit of flaws but still, it can do hardwares communication and still operate at the same time. Asynchronous live programming level to the max. First day, I was overwhelmed by the discounts. A bit overwhelmed by where to find those without barcodes. Ok. At least now I know how certain things work. Like how to use something. Although I used to be a cashier since I was 9/10. Cashier back then was only entering the amount to be paid and amount paid. Most of the time, my brain is the os. OS is inside my head. Nowadays, I felt like my brain is outside of my head. 

 1st day of part time job. Found a part time like less than a week. For engineering, the whole process was like a few months. Application also a few months to get a response. Part time was like pretty fast, within the day, I got a response or have and don’t have.