Despicable

 This senior always go tricks on me. She thought I didn’t know but I am ok. It will just trained me to do better. This I can deal with. No matter how purposely she did things, I will normally say ok. However, recently, I found a dark turn about this senior. I stopped respecting her because of it. For one, she always short money when I am around. I don’t know about others. Always got something wrong whenever she was in the same shift or try to change shift. I am ok because this is my temporary job. I won’t have to deal with her for long. Recently in the same shift especially the many more this month, I heard her bad mouthing about others and even to customers. Sometimes we long queue so we don’t ask for too many things. I tried to always do as required but not always. Then she talked about some other cashier never do as said. When you did do accordingly, she behsong because it took too much time but she can do. Sigh. This is small matter. Bigger matter… 😤.

She always short money and questioned me about her shortage. How do I know why you short? I also reluctant to use other people cashiers because later short then blame me who knows they themselves do wrongly. Then I got about three times her money short but I have excess. She questioned me as if I were the one who took the money and at fault. Am I a fool to tell everyone I have excess meh? This type of money you cheat. Not worry about karma? I think she did it purposely. I suspected long ago but then I think better not simply say. Then two days ago during our last shift together, I was about to calm down but her words were just damn bitchy. Not even sorry for what she said. Saying I was the one who caused all the troubles but obviously most things were damaged by them while I call for a fix. Things were mostly broken when I started to work there. Obviously, they didn’t think I can read previous records of what happened.  Sometimes, I just ignored what you do because I avoid altercation or conflict. One other thing to gain from this, is to know how far can this person go tricking someone. If it’s on the good side, ok. If it’s going to cause you harm, then the tricks were just weapon to get what they want. If it was a slander, then it is no longer just joke you can laugh at. That’s just sinister in nature. A bad intention.  To me, it felt like you were tricking me into doing crimes that I never did to benefit from it. 

The end of shift when we did all the calculations, she shorted 15.80. I didn’t even touch her cashier that day. She questioned me with the same look. Then our senior who happened to enter to hear about it said maybe it was the cigarette she charged the carwash guy without paying. The guy was looking for her only to buy cigarette but cannot come to my counter to buy. Then she act as if she was surprised and said the guy borrowed money from her to buy cigarettes. She took from cashier drawer instead. When she buy things, she also did that. Then the questioning was more like she wanted to use money shortage to accuse me. That changed everything about her for me. A despicable person. Framing me for something even worst. It’s a scary person to be associated with in anyway. I think better don’t stay too long else later you become a criminal for crimes that was done by this person. A person who can ruin someone’s life, better stay far away. Sad sia, this month a lot of days same shift. She got lucky when my other senior came in and interfered about the money missing. I always think to myself her money short again that day, I will report it to get it investigated. Not sure if that will result in anything about not charging a customer. What if she always don’t charge a customer and let us split the bill. She got to be santa claus giving people money while we paid for her at the back. We were the real santa claus. Got one time she forgot to bring her wallet home. It was all full of cards. Already not enough people and somemore I was new. Well actually not that new. Less than 10 months. She called two of us but I was busy with customer. Quite long queue while somebody dropped something on the floor. Another cashier was 78 years old. One other is a part timer like me. Wah… Then she called the other cashier on the phone to help her pay her phone bills. It reached to 1k plus… How the hell did someone use until 1k plus. She looked down on people who only buy things with promotion… What?! That’s my 4 years phone bill. Mine was normally just 20-25 dollars per month. 12 months were just 250 per year. The other cashier helped her paid only 500 because she said 1k is too much for her to pay everything. That’s scary leh…. Then the senior said she always borrowed other people money but she also no money. Why she didn’t reject leh? Right now, my feelings about her from suspicions to someone I should avoid and never trust. I could be gullible but I also have my own point of view regardless of what other people think. Anyway, I just do until Nov. I don’t think I can stand working with her anymore. I even helped her to make the key she broke. Then turned around and said the key was not nice. I spent my free day to make it for her. She just said the most ungrateful thing that makes me want to shoot her back which I did in the end. Actually she said something like that before on the same day but the key was the final point. Purposely said I am the one who spoilt things. Once, twice I ignored but she said more than that so I snapped back at her. It was just a defend but based on her reaction afterwards, I was still ok. Not until she bad mouthed people again. Talk badly again and seriously, there is no going back now. The way you treated people, the way you speaks. Purely can make you shudder. This is also the type of people who might spread false rumours about you. Were you real all those time being good to me. Sigh… I am tired. Well, positive thoughts, I am temporary. permanent temporary staff.. Good choice. The person who was a part timer before me left, actually he was a much better colleagues to begin with. However, the only wrong thing he did, went out to speak on the phone for an hour. Well, the other people who did so was ok to do that…