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 When you break people, did you feel bad for them? Dare to steal, dare to pull tricks or cause others to get into troubles… but don’t dare to admit the evil deeds. Anyway, I don’t want to cause trouble but I want to leave so you cannot cause me any trouble. I knew what she can do. If you don’t do properly she will take the money. Probably if cigarettes never minus, she will take it too. Well, to me that is stealing. If all the systems are working right, by right no inventories needed but then because things go missing for unknown reason so that is why there is a waste of time on unnecessary inventory. Didn’t know how this was done but then I rather not get involved with people who are professional thief. I just want to be safe and not be framed. Shit people don’t deserve trust because later she turned around and frame me or harm me even. From the experience I saw with how people cheat on my parents, never trust crocodile tears or anyone who had intention to cause you troubles or harm. Worst is to make me pay for what she did. Submitted my letter til end of the month. That’s too long away. I felt like halloween came late and the witch is stirring the pots for whatever scheme. Whatever la. Just get away safely matters most. I think people think I an naive. Therefore trying to get advantage of me. Probably I should be more stern. Don’t play along and shoot back from the beginning. Just that if it should be police case, it would just bring troubles to her or the company. But if everyone kept on losing 10 dollars, nobody think for them meh. I also don’t know what people stir on their pots but I don’t trust this person to change my money. I liked people to come and check at least if anything wrong, the money was not stolen. 

If change shift 3-5 mins cannot wait then why can let customer wait for 5 mins for smoke breaks. The worst is the bad mouth. People queueing she said I caused it. Got two counters also long queue. Today she two counters also long queue. Somemore the five minutes I stepped out was to do work and not smoking. That day even a 78 year old was doing one counter when they said the other cashier needed to do cigarettes counting. I count cigarettes, do Grabs, fill up bun steamer water, and cashier. The only thing I don’t do was baking. Aunty was alone doing counter. Well, I tired liao. If this is the case, I don’t care. Waste my time. I came to do part time to earn money, not to give out money and my time…

Everytime she arrived, sure got something goes wrong or she wanted it to when I am around. I probably got into her radar for not being manipulative enough for her. She worked for so long, definitely knows how to do. Thinking back, almost every single time with her always got something wrong with money or system. Wrong pump or drive off. Today, she never called for indoor payment after she reset the card error button. Purposely. When we always asked about pumping twice, she doesn’t want. When problems come with people not knowing they pumped twice, she wants everyone to pay for the price that customer never pay. If you as senior can make this kind of mistake and put the fault on others, then you blame your junior for trivial things. Count very fast but everytime money wrong. I think you can be there if she liked you else she will make sure to get rid of you. Nah, I just walk out by myself. Don’t mess with me because I wanted to call police. If it is not much of an issue for everyone, let’s call to proof my innocence. 

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