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Suppose to reply today

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I haven’t reply. Today at least I managed to clear up the wires connecting 2 laptops, 2 monitors and 2 keyboards. Kept my other two away because really have no place to work. The other laptop is required though. Need it for Microsoft office. I didn’t purchase that cause I won’t need it for programming but report wise I will use the old laptop. Saving things to svn, I will transfer to the old laptop before submitting. Anyway, still a lot of wasting time but a whole lot better although I still got lots of set up to do gradually. A bit reluctant but I have to.


I decided to keep the Nintendo Switch. First ever game console in my life. I will spend on laptop because I need it to learn and surf the net. I am buying something that will spend my money and wouldn’t help me to earn anything. At least, for once in my life, I want to do something like this. I just got it while I was in a meeting… Everytime. Delivery guy just like to deliver whenever I have a meeting… 




I happened to turn on shopee and found out about Final Fantasy 9. I played it before on my brother’s ps1. I never get to finish it. Mum usually didn’t allow me to play games. Only when my brother is around, we get to play. Then before I can finished, mum took the PS away. I never stopped helping at the shop even when I had exam the next day. Well, when I saw it, I wanted to finish something that I have never finish. I only played til the 2nd or 3rd cd. Another one is Legend of Dragoon but I cannot find them anywhere. I was on my third cd until my sis overwrites mine accidentally back to 2nd… col. My nephew around 2-3 years old managed to crash the PS1 by throwing it… haha. I never had the chance to finish the game.

Overcooked was what we have played during cny. It was fun. I think I need something off work and not shopee game. Shall I reply to the lady, I wanted to give the job a try? Tmr last day… I haven’t truly done any research. It has been a very distracting day.

More than that, there was another thought. Dad’s health has been deteriorating. He hasn’t been well and especially, this year. Being 75 this year, he is still working. Anyway, not sure what the business would be like without him. I was thinking to get a remote job and probably move back to Brunei to take care of him. But I would have to give up living here. Sometimes, I wonder what God has in plan for me. Why is it always like this. 


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