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Haircut

 I cut my own hair last week again. With all the cases going on and I thought that’s the best. I am working from home so who’s going to bother how my hair looks like. 

Meanwhile, our used to be little nephew now 17 years old was helping his grandfather, father and brother a haircut. He has indeed grown into a responsible young man. I still can’t believe how little he used to be and we used to carry him around. Hope he grew up fine without much bad influences and hope nobody would take his kindness and used it up against him. We were lucky to have such fine kids around the house despite everything that has been going on.

At the other end of the sea, my little niece who used to be big, haha, just kidding. She is always responsible and not acting like her age. She is considerate. She is hardworking. She worked part time while doing internship and uni. Hope she is fine and holding up ok. Sometimes in life, you gotta do more to learn more and although not everyone has to go through that. She chose to do it and I am proud of her. I wished I could have provided more but well, I still have myself to take care of. 


Life is just a cycle and probably everyone has been keeping that cycle going on without knowing why. Is it going to be a breakthrough or just another trap, nobody knows until you reached the point. While sometimes, I do wonder what the hell am I doing when I do love what I did but for what? 

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