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 If somebody offered a 2 to 3 times salary higher than your current job and also changing temporary to permanent staff, will you apply for it. Anyway, there is no certainty that you will get it cos there is always other applicants who people might more probably choose. Then like all others after interviewing two to three rounds… then you didn’t get it. Although I did learn from it, it doesn’t make sense to me. I could learn much more if I don’t keep learning interview questions… I could make use of the time to make and remake and perfecting a website, a tool, an app or whatever. 

The truth is, the salary is pretty high compared to what I have now. They are using golang, a language that I have learnt a year ago… doing new technology (this is interesting). BUT More worried about job scope. It could be a job that has never ending meetings or endless emails? The perks of my current job is that I don’t have so many meetings, mainly doing coding and testing. The saddest part is unknown hardware and my laptop… I bought mine. Anyway, if I need to start helping my nephew for his school fee, I need a higher pay and stable job… So, I cannot decide now… sigh… one part is I liked the job apart from all the flaring up time. Another part of me is getting distracted by the high pay and also the technology use. They are willing to train those that I haven’t really get used to but learn a bit before. Like Docker. Not sure if they spelled correctly as Decker… hmmmm. I am in a dilemma. I just don’t like to waste time on fruitless attempt. Especially a test or when something can be known but took a long time to find answer. 


Actually looking back, if I did continued with that course probably I will be there already… looking at the people who were in the same course as me… I won’t be stuck with a 15 year old app although quite astounding but it does tell me one thing. As long as the app works, it is fine. Another thing about current job mainly is because, most things, we can talk things through even my manager. I don’t think it is in any of the industries nowadays. Should I sacrifice this? 


What shall I do? If it was me a year ago, I would have gone for it without any questions… More than that, I think it is my own fear of the uncertainty of these good deals. One higher than the other. New tech scored the biggest point. 

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