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10 days

烦. I got 10 more days. I am feeling all frustrated about this. Wasted most of the time editing previous things which weren’t included inside or updating certain things. I guess there were more of such task holding everything back and wasting time. I am tired. Did I chose this path correctly? should I have taken the apprenticeship earlier on or is this what I truly wants to do. Partly it does. I really can’t though physically with everything counting and working backwards. There are a lot more that I could have done better but now it’s just a pile of code. I did learn something but is it more than the apprenticeship? I couldn’t be sure. I wouldn’t want to just be on the same ground as yesterday. This is just draining away the good energy that I have finally gathered so far. 😔 

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