交易和游戏

享受简单偶尔玩游戏。其实人为什么要那么挣扎的去伤害彼此。挣扎的想要活在这个世界上。说也已经不重要了。给我的就是我的，不是我的，我不会去要。也许就算是我的不一定会永远属于我。那为什么一开始就不放手呢。到心动了才放手，痛得是自己。我做完我该做的我就会放手了。能不拖不欠是最好，要不然我已经尽力了。

也许是一场戏一场表演。都是有权有钱说的。倒数着时间的时候这些都不重要了。故事不用说也知道只是在看过程。

想离开是非之地。不做人类。可能当一天的狗吧。思想方面当个狗。开开心心过一天。烦人的事就不要找我了。之后，我要努力当蚂蚁。都可以咬人。

我想只是经历相同，其他巧合。

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