2020

 I brought my nephews to walk around NTU and also IMM to buy shoes and pants. Older nephew always reminded the younger brother on certain things so they don’t really express what they want but go along with whatever we did. They are pretty mature in these kind of things which I don’t think I have when I was their age. However, the older one did buy the shoes that he has been looking for. He can save money but would spent more on the things he liked. It was like he went in and found the shoes straightaway and asked for the size. We waited quite sometimes but the guy never showed up. I really thought the shoes got sold out. The younger brother felt very bored though. Actually, more like I used to. So, I asked him to go find what he wanted. After a while he came back and said there is nothing he wanted. When we all said we will be looking together, only then he decided to look around. I think most of the time the mum bought for them. I never buy with them before and both were no longe...

 Today, me and my sis babysit our nephews. My bro has been sick so we brought them out to Cow Play Cow Moo. They are good at what they are doing. haha. Scored points  that I cannot score. After we were done, we have to exchange points for stuff cause I wanted to spent it away and probably stop going. I got 32k points from all the cards I collected from the games played. Half of them were expired and no longer able to change…  At the end of the day, 40 dollars. Our total sum is 36599. meaning we score about 4k tickets. I asked them to select gifts within that range. My older nephew 18 this year which we all suspect got gf or maybe confirm got gf already. He found what he wanted to exchange faster. To my surprise, he picked a princess figurine… I thought cars… or some other thing. Haha. Confirm got gf. Absolutely meant for gf. haha. Meanwhile, the 14 year old nephew scooped up a handful of sweets. hahahaha. Confirm no gf yet. He is still the same as he was at 2 years old. H...

 I hope that’s real click. The mixed feelings of people clicking on my art or more like my humour art felt great. I do wonder if it’s a good thing. Because they click but didn’t buy. Yet, the clicks made me felt good a bit after finally putting action to my first shop.  I registered my business name the day before. 23rd Dec 2022. I register because it’s required even though I am just trying out. Well, I think the name I put is a bit off since it was meant for a test that instead of instantly approve, I was forwarded to Name Referral…. Another thing is about tax which I am still trying to read and understand. My commerce scored zero. Hopefully nobody buys them before it got approved. Might as well be 2023 as I have put so in my Logo. I didn’t use my name and so need to register business name if I am not using my real name. 1 man shop.

  Christmas eve and I guess really saved a lot. Bread and tomato sauce coincides. Both expired today so finishing them. Egg and ham ok. Aunty and Uncle went to church tonight. The best food actually. I guess we have always eat too expensive.

 I was thinking if it was worth it for me to buy Microsoft office for another year. I barely use them. Today, I made I think it was the right decision. Saved me a couple of buck when the feature was there for me to use since like long long time ago. I almost have to purchase adobe photoshop and while adobe photoshop express free edition failed to do the task. Right back then, thank to my old hardworking self that I have explored enough of Microsoft Excel that I recalled the feature that existed long before my working days. Well, since it wasn’t free, guess most creative people just use adobe or other creative tools.  I have to give credits to Microsoft on this point. Another thing. Before photoshop, we used Microsoft Office and Paint to do prototypes. More like for creative works.

 Was trying to think things through. I hate applying for jobs like many people do. Yet, I also hate working culture. Before you enter that culture, you liked the job. After getting the job, you gradually hated your job. Right now, I have no portfolios apart from those bootcamp stuff. I think I won’t be able to share work related projects since it is under NDA. I don’t really have lots of coding background. Fit into cultures when all I care was code. Reading about the job description and the processes actually reminded me of me being in that kind of condition again. That just sounded so much like it. Why people wouldn’t want or why people would want to. I don’t think it is totally management. More like tradition. A kind a toxic tradition. Baseless tradition. Hand me down tradition. Not my fault tradition. Oops tradition. Lazy tradition. Many more if you named them. If everything never changed, meaning, everything that was done to prevent that never turned out to be fruitful. I am no...

 After trying out some online stores, hm… I think things has been getting more and more advance… outside our country but not sure about how well did our country did. Last I know, it was already good. Probably improved a lot by being 3 years out of it.