2020

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 Liquid understanding, Gas understanding. Differentiate abnormal. I prefer gassy understanding. It can reach where the solid couldn’t. It is contagious. Anger management. A person who is angry doesn’t understand it. A person who is not doesn’t need it. Happy management. A person who is happy doesn’t understand it. A person who is not doesn’t need it. I think the laptop is a curse. Maybe I should burn it. Or should I just crush it before burning it. But I worry it will still come back alive. It indestructible. Throw the ashes into the sea or find a volcano and dump it in. Or send it to NASA and ask them to help me send it to space. Ok. It’s time to sleep. Hope I dream about doing that. At least, it helps to get rid of this nasty feeling of it. When will I ever have a normal job and a normal laptop. It’s abnormal. Truly. Sometimes, I wonder if you need to tell upper management what you need or not. If you tell, it will be too much. If you don’t, then it will be just like that forever...

 Considering how I used my laptop,  https://www.linkedin.com/posts/javascript-developer_senior-engineers-fixing-bugs-in-production-activity-6958331883373916160-EzJc?utm_source=linkedin_share&utm_medium=ios_app How I am working. How I felt I am working like. That’s how it was. Sometimes, it’s a love hate relationship.  It’s a proven skill. It’s not necessary.

  Aunty cooked these for me for dinner. ☺️. Maybe worried about my weight. My family also… Everyone the first thing they called is asking about my weight. My dad, my brother and me now all same weight… hmmm. But they were 11 cm taller.. Mainly was my tummy. Today I ordered a Fried Carrot Cake. It was so small compared to the one I have downstairs. Like half the amount for the same price. I was thinking maybe by fate, it was a hint from God that I must go on diet. In the end, I rebelled and eat another plate of Charcoal Char Siew Wantan Mee… ai instantly regretted. Then I was too full. Guess I really have to change to salad… 

 The working laptop that I had was dual core… many days after I checked it has 8 GB RAM DDR3 and HDD… My kiosk spec is better than my working laptop… Although previously I was thinking if they don’t change by the time I recontract (if there is), I will move on. But one other thought why not I still use the computer but use twice or triple the time given to do a job. Will that be cheaper than the price of a laptop? Since it was the head who refused to buy a new laptop. The new laptop become my salary. Actually not bad. My laptop now is octa core. 4 times faster. 16GB RAM and SSD. Actually then I will need 4 times more time. Give and take for the changes midway or doing a request which after you did and then change again. Maybe I can do with 5 times slower. Given the time to compare and also if it’s new stuff. Let say, I figure out fast so I don’t add time to that. If no equipment given, then 6 times… 👍 let’s say. 6 months project becomes 36 months. 30 months x whatever amount is my...

 Today, I felt better and also no abnormalities on my throat anymore. Did ART and it’s ok. Chocolate, Ramen, Ice Cream and Coconut water were good. Normally, if I felt bad, I got better after eating them. Either let me grow sick faster or don’t grow sick at all. The people who sat beside me were coughing… x 2. Sigh… While on the sky train to T1, a lady talked to me as she entered the train and I don’t know why. Then walked over and told me my phone light was on. Ah… I said it happened then she said is that an iPhone. I said ya. She said hers too. iPhone problem.

万一 假的我是真的呢？ If it is going to be a prelude of her song, shall I tell about the high pitch note of a music, was what I normally avoided listening. Not sure about the majority but my opinion certainly doesn't matter. Anyway, can't listen to songs these days. I have unsubscribed spotify. The money I spent, I could have bought quite a few songs and keep as long as I wanted. On spotify, once unsubscribe, you can't listen or choose back. Although it's unlimited listening, but I only listen to few songs... new songs were quite little.  I guess lessen a little bit of coffee intake was good. Now my heart at rest was 80+ but my blood pressure increase a little. 3-4 cups now. Maybe soon reduce to 3 then to 2.  Tomorrow going to Kuching. Today no sore throat but the phlegm is like thickening on my throat. It felt better after eating chocolate, ramen, ice cream, coconut water. Hope it was the heat or the super cold room. Not covid as I will be flying. Drank lots of water. Felt thirs...