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 I was back home quite late. I haven't have dinner that day after work so I just started eating. Then I couldn't find my phone and I realised I have left it in my bag. I walked into the room and suddenly forgetting what I was in there for. I walked back out and then realised what I needed. I walked back in and couldn't find it. I looked everywhere then suddenly realised again it was in my bag. I went back to the room to look for my bag and cannot find my bag there. It stunned me. I forgot to bring my bag into the room when I reached home. I just left it on the chair along with other stuff that I bought. Absent minded... 

I was doing my program and also watching some show on my phone. After completing the program, I wanted to take my handphone to test. I panicked when I couldn't find them on my table and didn't realise I was watching the show with it and it was right in front of me. Sigh... I guess mobiles have been making our minds more absent minded. I think it is time to curb my usage. I was always subconsciously wasting time on it. Like I picked up my phone, I either go to Shopee, YouTube or Monopoly Go. I was so distracted about what I actually picked up my phone to do. I was suppose to test the program I wrote. Then I was swiping youtube reels. Finally I remember my task, then I close YouTube and move on to monopoly go.... like it was a natural reaction from me. Eventually, 2 hours later, I was back on trail.... How toxic my phone was. I guess this is what you called addiction or just a bad habit.


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