First time got charged for working. Hm... At the end of the shift, surprisingly I got short of change. Hm. I have doubt whether it is my fault or not but is it serious enough to call police? Doubt so.
Yesterday, this guy came in and said he was at pump 2. There is 2 pumps and he remembered the price too. I confirmed. Then he said he lost his card at our station. Ok, hold my station again... He didn't have the old card number or the receipt with him. I wanted to settle his petrol first but without the card no discount... He went back to his car and find. He is finally back. I asked if he can settle the petrol first. Notice that his car wasn't there anymore and I asked him if he moved his car. He said he moved his car to pump 12... Colleague went in and find but cannot find his card so gave him a new member card. Then he said he was in a rush. I not sure if I got confirm again the pump since I already confirmed with him before. Shit does happened. I also asked him to come back again after filling up the form to transfer the credit from old card to new card. He can do it at home since he was in a rush. Aiya, if I hold him back for just a little while then probably will know that he went to pump 12 to pump another 30 dollars. Shit happened... Sigh. but it is my bad for not confirming with him. Anyway, as a customer, when the cashier counted wrongly, I will go back to them. You pumped 60 dollars and you only paid 30 dollars. Got 50 percent discount meh.
It means this month I got short of 28.50. Last month, 43.95, reason not known but I cannot confirm it was my fault or not. If my fault then I pay lor. Then somebody bought a card from me. Asked me to top up another card then another card. I did the top up but one card was actually ours which he haven't paid. He gone off and only then I think something was amiss. I realised, I forgot to charge him... I paid for that 10 dollars. 82.45... sigh. I was still thinking to buy a small cabinet which costed 36 dollars and saw got discount at 27 dollars I hesitated. Good thing never buy...
Saddddddddd.... but I really hate people who kept on talking about whoever whoever when the place is so busy but busy talking... There is cctv inside the office and if long line and you are outside also can easily see. Why needed to call sia... When I did call, cannot find. When I don't call, cannot find. One thing I learnt, just let it be lah... Short term only so treat it as a training.
有些事就只能是遗憾。这是一堂课。最难的一堂课。我想我唯一办到的就是当了工程师。剩下的就只能是遗憾。如果少了这一点我想那我就完全是个遗憾。我想走到这一步,并不是我自己一个人能走的。它不是天上掉下来的。是我在井里时看到别人丢给我的一条绳子。我就抓住了它。好久好久。有的时候好想放开却又不放。松了又紧握着。一层一层的用力爬。遇到各种各样的问题,我一直找答案。以前大人都说难题放一边,要先做简单的题目。这样可以拿一些分数。可是我不知道为什么我说不听。我喜欢从第一题做到最后。当我有一题不会做的时候我会很难受。放不开的一直在那题绕着死都不放。如果在考试结束了我还做不到,这个关我过不了。会一直留在心里。非常难受。很难受。 如果我可以在结束前想到答案,就算我好多题都没有答,那一天我还是会很开心的。应为我解决了一个难题。成就感比及格更重要。当然我妈的藤编是躲不过的。我想我是自讨苦吃。长大了我就会在乎分数。很不愿意的都先答我会的。。。虽然是这么做了,可是我很痛苦。。。有时候会习惯的一直先解决觉得比较难的问题。然后一堆很快可以解决的却放一边。。。瓶颈在哪里我就会在哪里。拿着罐头开,死命的敲。就算所有的小事都解决了,这个瓶颈还是过不了。尽然过不了,那些小事就白做了。有的时候那里来的选择。人走的每一段路都会有难题。你跳过了。问题会追着你跑。幸运的可以搭顺风车逃离。不幸运的会被问题追上。勇敢的就去面对问题。我只觉得小时候的勇敢,不怕考试不及格就为了那一题已经没有了。只能靠着只想普普通通的过一关算一关。能躲一关也是一关。 小时候的梦想其实只是长大以后的笑话。只是一点都不好笑。想去的演唱会,想做的事。。。会跟着时间消失。。。就是完成不了的。不是努力就可以的。。。感受也会慢慢的麻木。梦想如果可以真实一点失望就不会那么大。虽然有一些动力但是是不对的动力。有些事也改变不了了。别人以为的小事。如果你经历过,在和我说是小事。我不会报复性的说这只是小事。应为我知道不是。如果我不是以前的我,我不会这么做。应为以前的我也觉得是小事。
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