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First day of new year 懂得放下，简单才是最重要的

I woke up real late. I think almost every year, I never woke up early to greet the new day but I went to sleep around 4 something so I did greet the year earlier. 

Started off with laze around. Eat. Play games. Vote for my favourite artist. On my computer but never get anything done. It rained today and still raining now. The weather is just so cooling that I feel too relax to do anything.

I got to open up my sis's computer to take out the swollen battery. That's the second laptop I ever open and it is on the first day of the year. After the accomplishment from last day of last year for the first laptop I ever open, I felt some achievement. Something is being done at least. Maybe I should have done this long long time ago. The feeling of doing it really makes my day. The feeling of coding really gives me that sense too. Why have I never felt this way. The feeling of letting go and embrace the things that is coming my way. The feeling of not having to care what I have to face everyday. The feeling of breaking free and not being locked down by sp much negativity. That is the best thing I gathered from 2020. Away from all feuds and negativity that has been eating my brain cells away. Coding away and treating that as the only problem in my life. I found at least something to depend on. It feeds my mind. Dear God, please let it be that way and I hope things don't change. I really love it. Hope I grow more brand new brain cells this year.

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