2020

 Is this the life I have been looking for? Nope. Actually that day, when 1 mc and another one urgent leave, I don’t really felt like staying here is worth it. Consider this my christmas gift for my counting down departure. One night, I went to the supermarket and was pretty late at night and they have begun to bring in the lock-cage. All males doing and probably then I realised why should I chose this just because I wanted to stay away from some people “playing games”. Sometimes, I will be a fool to so all that. Having this job like, nobody can mc or even die. Touch wood. Nobody can take leave. Me as a part timer, I am super unsure why my time impact them so much. Everytime I felt the urge of leaving, I tried to suppress. Like someone just getting mc or urgent leave casually. Or trying to put me in a difficult situation. Anyway, that wasn’t the trigger. I just don’t know how to tell my sup. Well, actually I already regretted staying because sometimes it made me feel like such a foo...

 I was back home quite late. I haven't have dinner that day after work so I just started eating. Then I couldn't find my phone and I realised I have left it in my bag. I walked into the room and suddenly forgetting what I was in there for. I walked back out and then realised what I needed. I walked back in and couldn't find it. I looked everywhere then suddenly realised again it was in my bag. I went back to the room to look for my bag and cannot find my bag there. It stunned me. I forgot to bring my bag into the room when I reached home. I just left it on the chair along with other stuff that I bought. Absent minded...  I was doing my program and also watching some show on my phone. After completing the program, I wanted to take my handphone to test. I panicked when I couldn't find them on my table and didn't realise I was watching the show with it and it was right in front of me. Sigh... I guess mobiles have been making our minds more absent minded. I think it is ...

 I spent 6 hours fixing my TicTacToe code which I wrote 3 years ago. I am trying to make it in another way that isn’t a solution shown on the web. I failed to rebuild my code because it was made in an older version of npm. Just a 3 years old code. That’s how fast tech changed. Anyway, I managed to run it by redoing it on a newer npm version. Some other, I cannot run on mobile phone while perfectly on web version on Chrome. Sometimes, I was wondering if spending time refactoring my code is a good thing. I kept on dwelling with something that has a function. However, spending time like that made me realised a lot of errors on my program. I used to think it was easy and then after developing something else, when I went back to the old codes that I do not remember what I have really written down made me reread my code. That’s when I realized, there were so much more I did not consider doing. Like what happened after this person win. What happened if they don’t click on the empty slot b...

 Summing up all the daily things. The kids down at our block has two common things that they liked to do when approaching me. Some random kids would come up to me and asked me what the time was. I never looked at the time as a kid. If it gets dark, it is time to go home or when I felt tired, that is another indicator. My mum would be shouting from the third floor to call me back for afternoon nap. The kids then would ask me if I can buy them drinks because they are thirsty. Quite a few times already. I went down to take away my chicken rice and sometimes I brought 10 dollars cash with me even though I don’t use them. Usually I paid with paylah. Ever since covid and most places where I would have been stopped accepting cash. I brought it just in case paylah or card payment doesn’t work. As with any system, there is always a time they would be down because it was connected to many other systems which if any one of it failed, the rest would fail. However, they have not failed me yet. ...