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Out on a circuit breaker day

Since the beginning of the COVID-19 pandemic, or even much earlier than that, I seldom go out. I was thinking of getting a hair-cut but worried about the situation so I didn't. Today, I went out with my sister to finally get a hair-cut and after the hair-cut, seems like I was set free from my long long hair. Pretty refreshing. I didn't go out at all since my last on-campus class though. That is like two months ago.

Class went on a Mental Health Day holiday yesterday. I really need it because when I woke up today, it was already 2 pm. I went to sleep around 3am. BAD. I was suppose to sleep around 12am for one week but when I heard it was a holiday, I didn't. Anyway, I wasn't in a very good mood for Wednesday and Thursday but I guess I get over it already because no point to hold on to something that I can do anything about. I can only find out what I can do to make the impact the least on me.

Sometimes, I guess marketing really need to work on their techniques... People already know the old ones... I hoped for more healthy and positive social medias content. Save the kids of the future, man. Don't make them feel like they have to be the best of the best, they have to be laughing at others or judge others to be the best or they have to be liked, and worst of all, they can only trust themselves and all others were just competition. It's more than enough now, I don't know how bad it would get in the future. Please just teach them to do things with a purpose in mind. You can be the best today. Some other day, somebody else will beat that record. Then another day, you are just normal. Does that mean, you don't have a purpose in life anymore?

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