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我只是没有烟


好久了。

不是每一个人都可以明白你。慢慢的什么都无所谓。
就算看不见,从来都没有离开过。只差没有烟没有酒(很贵又没用)。

有些事不能从来。生命就是。不会有两个我在同一个时间存在。
想要什么,可能就要失去什么。你不能想要现在的我和以前的我。

也许都是为我好,那就接受因此得到的缺陷。原谅很简单。可是怎么面对才是难题。
那不是证明什么是勇气和智慧。而是愿意去接受现实。就请接受我已经不是我了。难受的是,我接受了,你还接受不了。

生命是自己的。对和错有谁知道。就算能够去怪谁,又能怎样。
如果把真心交出去,知道又会被打碎,那为什么还要交出去?



昨天考试,有点觉得时间不够。也突然觉得,好像好多东西没有在该学的时候学到。没有做的很好。但是我却喜欢这样有难度的挑战。应为那样我才知道有进步,有动脑。

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